Destined

Chapter 4

Jai pov:

"Seriously khanna relax. You give me mini heartattack with your panic. Calm down and and pack and let me make a peaceful entry inside the airport at least." I said.

"So when did I stopped you from doing that?" She asked. This girl knows how to get on my nerve so easily. "Okay listen you didn't stop me but I have luggage with me and I am more like one man army here so if one of my hand is occupied with my phone and my head is constantly eaten up by you I can't enter inside. Have some mercy on me please. Khanna yaar Meri flight miss ho jaegi (I will my flight) " I literally begged her this time. Man this girl always gets me to do every damn thing which the normal me would never do.

" Okay fine. Go and yes remember something I always tell you", she said.
"Yes I know I am capable enough of doing it and I love you too", I smiled.
"Ummm yeah that is good but all I meant was I hate you duffer", she said and I could very well sense the wicked laugh that evil little monster of mine was going to have as soon as I kept the phone.
Quite irritated by her words all I could say was "Yeah whatever bye" and before she could say anything I hung up.

Sliding the phone in my pocket I made my way to the entry got my details checked and within few minutes I was on my seat. I was kind of mad at her. I know we have been friends for like forever but it doesn't mean I don't need support. I am always there for her but she never is especially when I need her for some mental support. I know she cares about me and she don't really mean when she says I hate you but those words coming from her even in fun stab my heart millions of times. All I can feel is that even this whole fucking universe is laughing on me and my weakness that I can't have her even if I am not letting her go away from me. She is that slow poison which I know will kill me but still I will happily take it. She is that source of hope which pulls me out of darkness and then herself unknowingly throw me inside. When I say she is the best thing that happened to me I mean it but then I can't argue against the fact that she sometimes brings out the worst in me. She brings out the me which even I don't know I am. A black dark monstrous side of me which exists and is sleeping somewhere inside and all I fear is someday it will wake up by this constant knocking of my heart and I cannot imagine anything beyond that. No matter how much I try, no matter how many promises I make to myself that I won't think about it, but I just can't stop going there. I hate it that she has such control over me but at the same time I want to be controlled by her. For once just ek baar (one time) I want to have her all for myself. Is it too much to ask for? Guess their always be a void which will just keep getting deeper and deeper as many times as I ask this question to me. It is like each passing day is taking her inches away from me. And soon she will be miles away. And their is nothing I can do to stop that.

I was interrupted by my phone vibrating in my pocket. As I took it out and saw the name flashing on screen I couldn't help but sigh. Taking a deep breath I pressed the green button and answered, "Hey dad!"
"Yeah I am fine a day I got in the flight safely" I said without even trying to sound convincing. A part of me knew that he won't understand it by my voice. We never got a chance or rather I should say he never cared enough to develop that bond between us. Something which every son wants in his dad. I never blamed him but that didn't mean I was fighting with it.
"Yeah dad I will take care, you too take care and thanks for your wishes and I will keep you informed" saying this I hung up. I was about to click the flight mode on before keeping my phone with inside when I saw a text message notification. I was almost going to skip it and keep my phone inside when my hand decided the other way and I clicked on the message and a huge smile made way to my face when I saw the name of the sender. It was from khanna. "Listen I know you are mad at me. (now don't think how do I now this because I know you better than  anyone else) I know you are pissed off and sorry about that. But you know me na Mujhse Yeh Senti type ya motivational type baat nahi ho paati hai. (I can't really get in the senti or motivation zone you want sometime.) But I know it well you will get it not just because you are good at it or you deserve it but because you have worked hard for it. I love you Mr. Duffer :P, take care and all the best cya soon <3333"
"Thanks Meri sunshine, everyone person deserve a friend like you who is so motivating. Take care and please don't panic much (mai nahi hu sath tere tantrums koi aur nahi pasand Karega :P have a happy flight all the best and meet me soon. Europe awaits us" I typed instantly and then pressed the send button. As soon as it got delivered I got my phone on flight mode and kept it inside. This is what she does to me. No matter how mad I am all I need is her words and it calms me down.