Who Am I

Chapter 5

Next day,
I went to my office to finish my job. Tok…tok…tok…
“Yes…” I shouted.
“Miss. Hana, could you give me another sign?” Deny came again with my novel in his hand.
“Yes, but you have to promise that you’ll never come to my office again. Understand?” I tried to smile.
“Yes, of course.” He gave me his book and just waited me to sign his book. “But, don’t you want to ask anything? Maybe this is our last meeting… As a fans I mean.” I looked at him and just gave his book after I signed without say anything.
“Even it’s about 5 years ago?” he convinced me.
I can’t stay like this again, I’ll ask him everything now. Hana you had to finish it now.
“I don’t know how to start this story, but before that I’ll ask you something.” I just heard him.
“Who am I. Your novel. It is about your, no I mean our story?” I just nodded.
“Hmm.. I think I’m really bad in your story. I accept it. Hana, listen to me! I really sorry to leave you. I was young and very coward.” I came closer to him.
“Deny, your name very fit with your behavior. You deny me, said you will protect me, said that I’m like your sibling, or whatever came out from your mouth. That’s erase with what you did 5 years ago. I’m already happy now. And you want me to ask you about 5 years ago?!” I screamed and cried in front of him.
“Hana… I know whatever I say now, that’s really meaningless. But you have to know the moment when I was with you is the best beautiful moment in my life. Your smile, curse, your childish, all of you.” He tried to hold my hand. I refused his hand
“then why did you left me without doing anything? Why? Why?!” I can’t control my emotion anymore.
“Finally you ask me, you know when I left you. I went to my house and want to tell my father what happen to you. But, before I told my father, when I arrived in my house I found my father fainted. I was panic and called an ambulance. For a while, I forgot about you and accompanied my father when to the hospital. After my father woke up I remembered about you and told my father. I went to you with police, but you already gone.” He looked in to my eyes to convince me.

God, I hoped this just a lie, but I thought this is the truth.
“But, why do you just tell me now? You can find me and explain to me as soon as possible.” I looked in to his eyes too.
“I don’t have a bravery. Even time never allow me too.” His eyes became red. His sad gaze made me sad.
“Deny, now you have to answer me the question in my novel. Who am I for you?” I looked in to his eyes.
“Who you are? Just a friend, if you ask me when we met in the first time until we were in senior high school. But from 5 years ago until now…” he just stopped his words.

TBC
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