Sesshomaru x Adult Rin (Discontinued)

Chapter 5 : It's Not?!

He knew she would never say what she's really feeling so he patted her head. She looked at him confused. "You shouldn't hide Rin, when you're not feeling fine just tell me, if you don't someday you will get in trouble coz of this" he siad looking deep into her eyes which caused her to bluse. He picked her up and went to put her on bed but he's foot stumbled on the mattress and accidentally fell on top of her.

This caused both of them to bluse. Seeing Rin like this causing that feeling he felt when he saw her at the village. After that whenever he see her he feels this way what is this feeling?

Rin was looking at him she was nervous all of a sudden. What should I do? He's so close I could almost feel his breath!

Sesshomaru felt tight around his stomach without warning he closed the gap between them and kissed her.

Rin was shocked "WHAT!!!" she was suprised yet his lips on her felt so good. She didn't respond at first but she gave in and started kissing him.

This caused him to loose bit of his control.His kisses became more eager and rough.

Rin was feeling light headed his kisses are driving her crazy if she didn't stop him now he would regret knowing his a demon lord and mingling with a human is forbidden in his world.

She tried to push him away but he won't budge. She was feeling so happy yet it was hurting her knowing he don't feel tue same way she's feeling towards him. It would be just the heat of teh moment that brought him to do this.

Tears started to come. He stopped when he noticed it. He was ashamed at himself for lossing his control and doing this to Rin.

He quickly said "Rin I'm really sorry i should have asked you before doing it but I don't what came over me" he really didn't know but ome thing he was sure about now. He felt something towards her.

Rin hugged him he was confused for a moment after she started saying "No Sesshomaru-sama you don't have to apologize I let my feelings flow and responded to your kisses" she was sobbing into his kimono.

What? What she just said feelings flow! And responded my kisses! Does she~

"I can't what am I doing" he thought

"Sesshomaru-sama it's not your fault that I.. " she stopped when realized that what she was about to tell him.

"You what Rin?" he was confused now. Rin almost let him know that she loves him. She need to say something else before he gets suspicious about it.

"That I.." why can't u say a lie why is it so hard to lie to him. I saw him waiting for me to continue.

"Sesshomaru-sama today's whether is so nice. Isn't it?" what am I saying I could see in hi eyes that he is confused maybe he's thinking that I've gone crazy.

Embarrassed she hide her behide her hands. "Definitely soemthing's wrong she's not telling me about it again hiding things" I won't let her do it not this time.

He grabbed her hand and removed from her face and asked "Rin say it, don't make me repeat myself" the way he said it made her shiver he was serious now.

She have to say something, so she said the first thing that came in her mind "That was my first kiss" she said half jokingly half nervous.

"That wasn't your first Rin" now she was confused what does he meant by not my first I for one know that I've never kissed anyone till now.

He saw the confused look on her face "I know, it's the second time I kissed you"

"WHAT! But when? How? When did you?!" she asked so many questions.But his reply was short "When I came to that village"

"Huh, When was that? I don't mean to sound rude, Sesshomaru-sama but you never visited me once in the those last 9 yrs" as she said those last sentence she felt pain in her chest.But gives a smile to him.

He saw the hurt look in her eyes suddenly he felt tugging in his heart, what's was that just now?

He patted her head not looking at her in eyes "I came to visit you, but when i did you were laying near the river i guess you've fallen sleep, I decided not to wake you up so I waited but watching you at that time all grown up into a beautiful lady.." he was feeling ashamed of what he did to her back then but he still did it he don't regret it but without her knowledge he stole her first kiss.

At those words Rin's eyes widened."am I blushing again oh no, I can't get my hands back to cover my face" she was all red by hearing him say something like that.

He continued "I saw you as a woman now Rin" he was feeling more and more uncomfortable saying this out loud to her "At that time I just wantee to kiss you on forehead but that time don't know what came over me, instead I kissed you on lips..."