Never Enough

"NEVER ENOOOOOUGH~"

'I'm trying to hold my breath'

Your beauty is breathtaking. You don't know how much it affects me. Your smile, your voice, everything you do— making me like the luckiest man on earth. I'm happy just being with you. Always showing me your love even if it was obvious that you do from your actions alone.

But do I deserve it?

•••||:-

'Let it stay this way'

'Can't let this moment end'

You sing better than any other instrument. Your voice, mixed with the silence of the room, filling up the loneliness that was once embedded in it. And when you feel lonely, you would listen to me playing the piano. You would dance or even sing to any song I play--

--because I made those songs for you.

Those days when I wake up to see you sleeping beside me, holding me close in your arms. Those days when we'd spend our time silently watching the stars. Those moments when we never spoke too much, letting our actions speak for us.

•••||:-

'You set off a dream in me'

'Getting louder now'

'Can you hear it echoing?'

You were the reason why I wanted to make a better version of myself. I wanted to show you how much you mean to me. I wanted to give you a life that doesn't include quarreling and fighting. A life outside poverty and everything cruel in the world. I wanted to make you happy. That was my dream.

•••||:-

'Take my hand'

'Will you share this with me'

'Cause darling without you...'

We do everything together no matter how difficult things could be. We would never let go of each other's hands. My rough hands holding your small, soft ones. There is no moment well spent unless I spent it with you. Although a lot misunderstandings were encountered, we do our best to understand each other, because we know that mistakes are only realized in the end. And we both knew that we didn't want to regret anything that we've made together.

•••||:-

'All the shines of a thousand spotlights, all the stars we steal from the nightsky will never be enough'

It was your dream to sing in front of thousands of people one day. To show them your passion for dancing, but you can't reach it if you stick with me. You were offered to go everywhere you want to go, to spread your talent in different places, but you refused. You chose to stay. You could have indulged in the fame and praises of the people who idolized you, but you stayed.

"But why?" I asked in disbelief

"Because the fame wouldn't be worth it if I don't get to be with you" he said with a smile. And for some reason, those words were enough to make me believe him.

•••

'Towers of gold are still too little, these hands can hold the world but it'll never be enough'

'Never be enough for me'

Even if I own everything, even if I had everything, nothing would compare to what you give me. They would give me everything I wanted, but the fact that my world revolves around you will never change.

I'd never replace you for anything. My Jimin. My sunshine.