Self-Control (BxB) *on hold*

Chapter 7: Our Date P.2

Blake POV

I held onto his hand as we entered the park. I could tell he was excited by the way he pretty much is jumping up and down.

I couldn't be happier to know that he was happy.

"Hey Blake let's go on that ride first!! No wait let's go on that one! Oooooo or maybe that one!"

I laughed at my baby's excitement. "Babe we can go on any ride you want to go on."

He smiled at me and pulled me towards the largest roller coaster in the park. I wasn't scared of roller coasters or anything, I just kind of have a thing with heights, loops, and sharp turns. No biggy.

I stared at the roller coaster nervously. We were standing at the end of the line. Surprisingly the line wasn't long.

I rubbed my sweaty palms on my jeans, getting more antsy by the minute.

"Blake?"

"Hmm?"

"Are you nervous, because if you are we don't have to go on this ride." He said as he grabbed my hand and rubbed at it reassuringly.

"Babe, you want to ride this, so we are going to. Your more important than my silly anxiety."I smiled slightly at him.

"Don't worry Blake, I will be by your side the whole ride!"

He grabbed my hand as we took a seat
in the roller coaster. I gulped as our seat belts clicked, as the roller coaster worker counted down from 10.

I took a deep breath as we started to move.

"Blake are you okay?" He asked with concern.

"Yea baby im okay."

We got off the roller coaster my steps a little wobbly.

"That was so fun, right Blake!?" He exclaimed as he swung our hands.

I smiled brightly at him and nodded.

I mean the ride wasn't too bad. Just a little bit too much loops.

We walked by a dipping dots stand and I bought some for both of us. Me getting cookies and cream and Vanni getting s'mores. We sat down at one of the tables.

"Blake can I try some of yours?" He smiled innocently.

"Sure, just don't eat it all." I chuckled as I slid my bowl to him.

He looked at the bowl then to me. "How about you feed it to me?" His cheeks blushing lightly.

I gulped "um-babe I don't think that would be a good idea."

I had to control myself more now. Since my rut was coming soon, and my wolf was relentless around him. Whether we were touching or not.

He looked off, thinking for a minute. "Come on Blake, one spoon fill won't bite."

Yeah but I do.

"Fine." I sighed.

Keep control Blake. You can do this.

I filled the spoon with my Oreo dippin dots. I raised the spoon up to Vanni's lips.

I looked up, to see a mischievous glint in his eyes. As he took the spoon in his mouth slowly. Wrapping his lips tight around it as he sucked the dipping dots into his mouth. My hand still holding onto the stem of the spoon.

I released a shuttered breath, feeling my member stiffen.

Fuck, I can't do this.

With shaky hands I let go of the spoon. Placing my hands on my thighs. I took a deep breath and forced a smile.