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I now sit in that dark room
alone
in that dark room
I can hear the screams of terror outside
as I sit beneath the ground
and in that moment
I just want to open the door and scream
"come in, in here"
but I don't
I don't because
despite what I want to believe
I don't know if these people
will hurt me or not
I don't know if they're just trying to lure me in
lure me in to
BOOM
a bomb goes off outside
BOOM
another
BOOM
B
O
O
M
that sound
that sound is a sound
that from this day forward
I won't be able to forget
and now
as the earth smokes and sizzles
the sky lit with that deep red glow
I sit in silence
I sit in silence thinking
about what I had just done
what I had done
and the fact that I did it for me
when in reality
I would have
should have
died
for those people
but I didn't
because I was afraid
afraid that I myself
could have been hurt
I could have saved them
but I shut those doors
to keep everyone out
and it worked
because now
all the screams had stopped
and I live another day
the only sound outside now
is that small ring of emptiness
that broke through the silence
but I'm still here
and I'm still afraid

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