(Part 2 of the last one)
Y/N POV:
I smile slightly and walk around looking at all the walls covered with a dark blue paint. "This is it?" I ask turning to see a tired Sabrina leaning in the doorway. "Yeah, if you need anything feel free to ask me. I'll see you tomorrow, love yo-" she stops herself and clears her throat awkwardly "love your room I meant.. its a nice, um, room.. ok goodnight," she said and awkwardly walks to her room and I can't help but smile.
I close my door and fall on my bed in peace. It's been about 2 months since I've moved into her house. We kept it on the down-low since I am only 17 and Sab is 18. They turned the office into a bedroom for me, next year Sabrina said we can get our own place tho. Since we are both homeschooled, that won't be a problem.
I almost fall asleep but the sound of someone knocking on my door interrupts my progress. I sigh and get up to open the door, I am greeted by a nervous looking Sabrina. "My parents are going on a trip for a couple days so we gotta take care of the house, they just left." She says and steps into my room. "Ok, did you need anything?" I say and close the door. "I wanna try something, and I don't want anything to change. Can you trust me? Just let me do this one thing. Please." She begs and sits on my bed, I follow and sit next to her only for her to stand up again. "Are you ok?" I ask. "Yes, just trust me ok? Close your eyes." I nod and close my eyes, slightly terrified.
"Ok um, can I do this?" She says and strokes my arm, giving me chills. "Y-yea..." I mumble "And this?" I feel her hand cup my cheek, her thumb running across. My breath gets stuck and I just nod. I feel her forehead against mine and her hand moves to the back of my neck while I feel her breathe against my lips. "Please kiss me," I say and am shocked at the words that unintentionally came out. But I am relieved when I am pulled into a kiss. And suddenly the world disappears and the only thing that I can feel it her climbing onto my lap, still kissing me. All I can hear is our hearts beating in harmony. And all I can do is wrap my arms around her waist and pull her closer if that's even possible anymore.
Our lips crash against and I am not even shocked anymore when she suddenly opens her mouth and darts her tongue into mine. I back away and she climbs off me only to start pacing around the room. "Fuck fuck fuck I am so sorry oh my fuck I'm so stupid!" She yells and pulls her hair "No! I just- you- we-" I sigh at my failer to speak. "I have wanted that to happen for so long, and now that it actually did, I have no idea what is going on. If you feel like you want that too, I'm more then happy to try again. Just- Please don't blame yourself." I stand up and shove my hands in my pockets to try to hide the fact they were shaking uncontrollably.
She stops pacing and looks out the window, I hear her sniffle and widen my eyes. Shes crying. I go behind her and wrap my arms around her, "Its ok Sabby, Its ok" I turn her around and engulf her in a hug. "Look at me, Sabrina," I say and pull away, she still looks at the ground. "Look at me," I say and this time softly raise her chin with my hand. She sniffles again and closes her eyes. "What are we?" I say and she pushes me away "I don't know! I don't know anything anymore, ok? I just- give me time Y/N, that's all I need right now. Time. I'll talk to you later." she finishes and storms out of the room.
What the fuck just happened?
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Probably about to make this a series lmao.
