SAD BEAUTIFUL TRAGIC

A call from Tom

After a week,

I almost ignored and avoided Zac. I never wanted to see his face again. I was really very guilty for what had happened to us that night. It's was my fault. I lost my virginity to someone whom I really don't know at all.

Complete stranger.

Also I didn't see him. Guess he's busy.

Aaahhh...!!! Alison, why are you thinking about him? Because you had sex with him?

Why?

You're crazy!

I was occupied by thought and phone rings. Without seeing the caller ID, I lifted the call.

"Hello?"

"Hey Taylor, it's Tom."

"Hey!" I greeted him in a clumsy tone.

"Everything fine?" He asked. "Yeah just...." Before letting me answer, he started, "you know what, Kimberly got a seat in Minnesota's acting school. I'm so proud of her. If you want, you can also join. You together can be great in acting."

Whatever!

"And your aunt is very happy and elated to send her there. She insists you to go there." I nodded, rolling my eyes.

"Tom, I don't like acting." I said. "But you can get better income if you act. Your skills are shown to the world." He said.

Tom? Are you really my boyfriend?

"But Tom, I act in my music videos right? Isn't that enough? I think it's enough. I love music that's it!" I said. "Music? Like seriously Taylor! You can't make music anymore!" He literally shouted. "Tom! You've gone nuts!" Tears poured down my cheeks.  "Don't talk nonsense."

"Really Taylor? I'm talking nonsense? How dare you say that? You can't say like that because you're my girlfriend!" He screamed over the phone. "How can you ask me like that Tom? I love making music. I've got love throughout the world only because of music and how can you ask me to stop it!" I screamed again. "I have dare because of you. But I want to see you more successful in life. Not making these stupid and cheap country music!" I can feel him rolling his eyes.

He just said my music is stupid!

He's insane!

"Tom, I turned to a pop singer! You know that. 1989 was all pop music! How can you say that my music is stupid!?" I shouted. "Yes Taylor and aunt Ruthie also insists you to do acting, because your music is stupid. You've been really..." I interrupted him, "Tom, I'm getting a call from mom. I'll call you later?" I said. "Your wish!" He hissed.

I hanged on and ran into the balcony, crying.

Why me! Why always me?

Why do I have a control freak as my boyfriend!

Why do my life is always at stake?

Why am I even living?

"Do you need help Taylor?" I heard Zac. "Please!" I said, turning to him, nodding. "Okay, I'll come over." He said. Within few seconds he came over. "Is everything alright Taylor?" He asked. I broke down infront of him.

"Shhh! Calm down! Explain me what's wrong?" He asked. I explained everything.

Like seriously! I'm explaining to a man, whom I think of seeing myself and with whom I've had sex with as an one night stand!

Woah Taylor!

"What do you want now?" He asked. "Let's make love!" I said. He smirked. I started kissing him. He kissed me back. I unbuttoned his shirt, kissing. I ran my fingers through his abs.