~Audris pov~ I woke up in Olivers arms he wasn't letting me go but I needed a shower so I slowly got outta bed and went and took a shower when I got done I went to get dressed I was wearing a light gray crop top that says whatever and white pants when I went back into oli's room he wasn't there so I said "babe?" I was really quiet but I heard quiet crying I walked into the bathroom and saw Oliver on the floor with a razor in his hand and blood on the floor I was shocked he looked up at me with tears streaming down his face I looked in his eyes he was so broken I think he uses social media to cope with his problems I walked over to him and threw my arms around him he just cried I took the razor from him and held it up to his face and said "if I ever lost you I would loose a part apart of me and all of my happiness I kissed him and wiped his tears and helped Oliver clean his cuts he looked at me as I put water on his cuts and I put band-aids on them and I began to put them away Oliver came up and hugged me from the back (I love him sm) I turned around he looked so broken it crushed me "audri?" (He never calls me that unless he's mad or really serious) "yeah?" "Why do you care so much about me? I'm nothing but an ugly fat peice of trash" at this point I was balling (I'm not emotional) he had completely fallen apart I said "Oliver your not ugly or a fat peace of trash your amazing and beautiful and your not fat to me I'd do anything to see your amazing smile" he just kinda smiled at me he pulled me in for a kiss I bit his lip and it happend again I swear everything about him is adorable he was laughing and I swear his smile is amazing after I bit his lip I ran away he chases me through the house and ofc I fall FLAT on my face I blacked out all I heard was Oliver screaming my name
Plz don't hate me
