OKAY. IT'S MY LAST TIME UPDATING FOR TODAY. OKAY?!?!?!?! I WONT UPDATE ANYMORE. I'LL UPDATE LIKE TOMMOROW OR 2 DAYS LATER BECAUSE I UPDATED LIKE 29038429048902840283490 TIMES TODAY. OKAY ON WITH THE DREAM. ALSO ITS ANOTHER DREAM FROM JANUARY 8TH 2018. OR IT COULD HAVE BEEN THE WRONG DATE OR SOMETHING??? CUZ IM PRETTY SURE THE LAST DREAM WAS JANUARY 7TH. OKAAAAAAAY I NEED TO SHUT MY GODDAMN MOUTH AND TELL YOU THE DREAM.
Okay, so I had a dream that my dad called my mom. I think he called her because he wanted me to come back to Germany.
a lil fact about me: i was born in germany and i lived there for the first 3 years of my life. german WAS my native language, but i dont know anymore of it because my mother never taught me. (she's not a native german speaker)
ok anyway.
In the dream, I was scared. I was thinking, 'What if he's going to abuse me? or rape me?' I was aware of the fact that he had other children. So, I also thought that he would treat me like shit compared to them. I don't remember it clearly but I think my mom and I rejected the offer.
Well~ A vacation to Germany would be nice, but............
I think I'll stay in a hotel instead of my dad's house. I don't want to be in an unfamiliar home with unfamiliar people.
(i was 12 when i wrote that. i don't think a 12 year old girl could stay in a hotel by herself *facepalm*)
Well, that's basically the end of the dream haha. See you in awhile.
Well, the last time I'll ever see you is April 18th, cause the world might end, y'know? Hard to believe that's in 5 days. Scary, isn't it?
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