"I'm going to miss the summer holidays" my mom says and start eating the cupcakes too.
"Me too Mom.." I awnser.
" do you want to go to the mall? We can maybe go eat ice cream" my mom asks me
" but we already eat pancakes , no but thank you" I say
" ok Y/N then I will go alone" she smiled and continue eating
I don't want to eat
Everybody is saying I'm fat
So why should I eat?
I go upstairs and search for my phone , when I find it I checked my Instagram because I posted a pic of myself yesterday .
Ouch..
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Marcusgunnarsen: Omg that's so ugly!
Jasonnorwaysking: die!
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And more comments like that. I notice that a tear is rolling down my cheek.
" I'm at the mall , call me if you need something something" my mom yells from Downstairs .
" Mom can you please buy me some clothes" my brother yells from his room
" Max you are 16 years old you can do that alone , but if you want so I can do it" she answers and leaves the house.
I go to my mirror and watch myself
Why do I look like this?
Why are they bullying me?
I don't know if i can do this soon anymore.
I start crying and take my pocket knife and start cutting myself , I write "fat and ugly" into my arm.
With every cut I say something like :" I deserve This" "I am stupid"
After I cut myself I put the pocket knife in a box under my bed.
I jump into my bed and cry myself to sleep.
Guys don't cut yourself ! I am always here for you if you need someone ❤️ have a good day!
