Chapter 4

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( I'm not going to be having names for chapters anymore bc I'm really bad at thinking of them lolol ALSO THIS IS A LONG CHAPTER COMPARED TO MY OTHER ONES SO BE PREPARED)

(((Roberts POV)))

I woke up feeling weird. I still was shocked about what Brandon and I did last night, I'm not sure if it was just a one-time thing or not. I decided I should confront Brandon about it. But what if he didn't remember any of it?? Whatever, I'll still do it.

I came downstairs and found Brandon eating breakfast. I wonder if now was a good time to question him about it.

"Uh hey Brandon.. You remember about last night right?" I asked, I felt nervous as fuck.

"Uhh what happened last night?" Brandon asked. I could tell he was nervous, he might remember it.

"Um.. Well you kissed me.. and uhm... We kinda were making out.." I said nervously, I felt very unsure about how he was going to respond. 

"What?? I couldn't have, I wasn't that drunk." Brandon said "Did anything else happen??"

"Um.. Well you did kiss me, I kissed back and uhm... Nothing else really happened besides that. I'm not mad at you or anything.. I just was wondering why you did it." I said, I tried not to choke on my words.

"Yeah... We all do stupid things when we're drunk, right?" Brandon said, I could tell he was trying to make it less awkward.

"R-right.." I stuttered. I wonder if he regretted it at all, I wasn't sure whether I regretted it or loved it.

I decided I should just continue the editing that Brandon interrupted last night. 

It was about 11am till I finally finished the editing. I thought I should ask Brandon if we could go out for lunch, It won't be like a date or anything. But I wasn't sure if now was the right time to ask, I decided I should ask him anyway him anyways.

"Do you think we should go out for lunch or something? You know, just to get out of the house and maybe you could show me around town a bit" I said to Brandon. I didn't want things to seem awkward between us, I tried forgetting about what happened last night. 

"Yeah sure, we could go to this one coffee shop called Kaffeine, It's pretty close to here and they have good coffees." Brandon replied. I could tell Brandon wasn't acting as awkward than earlier this morning, which I guess was good.

We got ready to go out. While Brandon was driving, I started to wonder about things. I wasn't sure If I 'like like' Brandon, I never felt these types of feelings for guys, or anyone really.

We arrived to the place, It was a nice small comfy place. There weren't many people there, which I guess was a good thing. We sat down at a nice little table in the corner of the shop, we ordered our coffees and shared a muffin between each other.

I hoped Brandon or me wouldn't get recognized or see a fan or anything, it was just it kinda looked like a date. We talked and talked, but then Brandon said something I wasn't expecting.

"So about last night.. I don't remember the kiss, but I probably meant it, a lot.." Brandon said

"W-what do you mean?.." I asked, I was trying not to choke on my words.

"Umm, well.. I'm not sure how to say it any other way..." Brandon said, he kinda looked away and his face turned red. He looked adorable, although I wasn't sure on what he was going to say.

"Robert.. I don't know how to say this any other way, but I think I love you?." Brandon said, I couldn't believe what I was hearing, is he actually serious? I could feel my face turn bright red, I noticed his face was also red. 

"Oh... Brandon, are you serious?.." I asked, I felt so weird about this.

"Y-yeah... I kinda always have felt this way about you, I've never really felt these types of feelings towards a guy before.. And it's 100% fine if you don't feel the same, I just thought I'd tell you just in case... you know.. you felt the same about me" Brandon kept stumbling on his words, I felt If I talked I'd do the same. 

"Yeah, It's fine. Um I just need to go to the bathroom." I said, I got up and walked straight to the restrooms. I felt bad to leave Brandon sitting by himself, but I had to clear my head for a bit.

I loved him as well, I just didn't know how to feel about it. I also had never liked any other guys before him, what if we were meant for each other? I thought I should go back to Brandon, I didn't want to keep him waiting anxiously.

I walked back over to the table and sat down.

"Brandon, don't feel awkward about this at all, because I love you too. I pretty much liked you ever since we started talking online, I just kept my feelings to myself because I didn't know what to think of it." I said, Brandon was looking right into my eyes, I felt like he was going to kiss me. I felt a feeling of deja vu, I remembered the night where we kissed for the first time.

"R-really?.." Brandon asked, he looked very confused.

I replied with a simple "Yep"

I then realized Brandon was uncontrollably smiling, I the realized I was too. We kinda just awkwardly sat there and laughed.

"Well then, we should go home and do a video and stuff, I haven't posted on youtube in ages. We can do some videos together" Brandon suggested. He still had the biggest smile on his face, it made me also smile. 

We left the cafe, the waitress gave me a dirty look, she probably was just jealous that I had the most amazing and handsome best friend (possibly boyfriend). 

We arrived home, it was nice and warm, the snow was freezing outside. 

We sat down and filmed a video, which was titled 'Whom'st've knows each other more??' (It wasn't titled that but I wish Brandon did.) It was basically just a friendship quiz thing, I hope it turns out good.

I noticed Brandon was very touchy while filming the video, I liked it tbh. 

It was around 7pm, Brandon was editing the video in his room. I walked in and gave him a hug from behind, I know everything was happening so quickly with me moving in and stuff, but I felt so in love with him.

"Woah, you scared me." Brandon giggled. 

"Sorry, I felt the need to hug you." I said.

I stopped hugging him and Brandon finished editing for the night.

 Brandon held my hand and lead me to his bed, are we gonna fuck?? I mean I haven't been here for long, but I was up for anything ;) I thought to myself.

Brandon laid down onto the bed, I did too. He started talking about the stuff that happened today. I started feeling nervous, I just felt so caught up in my emotions. 

"Well since we both like 'like' each other... Will you be my boyfriend?" Brandon said, I looked over at him, his whole face was blushing.

"Of course I will, Brandon" I said in the happiest I've ever felt. 

I cuddled next to him and kissed his cheek, I felt so happy at this moment :)



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