TEACH ME. ━ TAEKOOK

v.

"i'm ready if you're ready."

both were seated on the couch with a space enough for another person to be in between them.

neither of them were looking at the other. taehyung is not sparing him a single glance because he knows if he did he will melt with the other's innocent features... but little did he know the younger was very close to breaking down.

the whole situation with him recalling the traumatizing event that had happened last night is making his fragile body tremble; triggering himself to feel more little than he already is.

"jungko—"

"h-he said..." jungkook started with fear once he heard the older's voice. to be honest, he doesn't know how to start or how he could tell everything to taehyung without breaking. he bits his lower lip to stop it from shaking before swallowing the lump on his throat, fighting back the tears that blurs his sight.

"yesterday w-was... our second month of being t-together.." he paused, noticing the older's clenched jaw on his peripheral vision. he closed his eyes as his hands were gripping the edge of his oversized sweater, crumpling it slighty.

"as you know h-he invited me to his u-unit... to— to celebrate..."

while the younger is in a situation where he's already standing on top of a cliff and just one blow of the wind can make him lose his balance and fall to the dark pit of emotional breakdown and neverending sobs, the older was clenching his fist so hard that he might even got his nails pierce his palm but he didn't mind.. because his mind is screaming all the ways of how to kill jimin even though he doesn't even know the guy. heck, he never saw him even once but he was more than ready to be a murderer.. for making his kookie suffer like this.

"o-okay... then?" taehyung cursed himself for being like this to jungkook.  he would never want to be rude and cold to him but he figured that the situation is serious and he knows cuts were made inside jungkook's heart because he never saw him in that state until last night and he knows he would just worsen the pain the younger was going through.

"t-then.. we did have fun.. but after eating... he just..." jungkook was having a hard time breathing. his emotions were already consuming him. but since his hyung told him to tell everything.. he forces himself to say whatever happened.

"we were inside his room.. w-when— when h-he suddenly told me to... get on my knees... then telling me to... telling me to..."

tears were already falling from his eyes, his lashes were already wet from the constant fall of salty liquid. taehyung knows this would happen, he predicted it.

and so he moved closer to the younger fast as he can, lifting him up and putting him on his lap, catching the younger off guard. their bodies were facing each other. jungkook no longer feels cold and the familiar warmth of the older's body made him comfortable and his manly scent mixed with his strawberry shampoo (which jungkook chose) soothes him.

the younger immediately burries his head on the other's chest, his cute fists gripping on the white sheet of fabric of taehyung's shirt, like he was holding onto his dear life. taehyung's right arm was hugging the smaller's body, keeping him safe from falling from the couch while his free hand was running through his raven locks, brushing it ever so softly.

jungkook was crying his heart out, wetting a part of taehyung's shirt in the process.

"ssh.. it's okay my kookie.. you don't have to continue anymo—"

"n-no! kookie promised hyung he would tell everything..."

yes, he is scared. he knows taehyung will be mad at him. he knows it's his fault.

but that won't stop him from saying the truth.

and so he gathered all the courage left in his body to say what happened after,

"hyung... he t-told me to suck his d-dick— i- i don't even know wh-what that means and he— he laughed at me because of that.." he said through his sobs.

what the fuck, jimin.

taehyung gritted his teeth out of anger and his hug to jungkook tightened.

yes, he is angry at jimin. but he was more furious to himself for not protecting the younger. for not keeping him out of danger and to things that might hurt him in all aspects. like he promised.

"after i said i d-don't w-want to.. he forced me t-to get on m-my knees— but i- i insisted not to! s-so he laughed at me again... saying why wouldn't i m-make you teach m-me the basic thing i n-need to know..."

oh so, that's why... i see..

"s-sorry i really tried to—"

"no kookie, it's okay..."

"it's my fault anyway."

taehyung was tearing up already and was beginning to space out until he felt the younger on his lap moved aggressively.

"no! it's never your fault, hyung!"

"no. you don't understand, kook—"

"i do! i understand, okay? it's my fault! it's always my fault... and i'm sorry that i always cause trouble.."

taehyung's face softens at the tone the younger used. he feels very broken.. like he kept it for a very long time.

"i'm sorry for b-being such a baby... even though i'm almost an adult... h-hyung... i'm so sorry..."

"no.. it's okay..." taehyung cups the younger's chubby cheeks then proceeds to give him gentle kisses all over his face.

oh, how he loves caring for the younger and how the younger loves being taken care by the older.

jungkook rests his head on taehyung's chest for the second time, purposely making his ear on top of the older's heart. he doesn't know why but he definitely loves hearing the older's heartbeat and it makes his nerves calm. and taehyung knows it, too.

but what jungkook doesn't know is that... it beats only for him.

minutes passed and they stayed like that. taehyung felt jungkook getting heavier until he realizes he fell asleep while taehyung was gently caressing his hair.

he chuckled at the cute sight and decides to stay there for few more minutes until he proceeds to carry jungkook to his bedroom.

he gently layed jungkook on his bed, making him comfortable. he wiped the tear stains on the younger's face as well as his bangs that's already covering his eyes.

then he chose to lay next to him, hugging him as a habit and closing his eyes before whispering,

"you're a baby.. my baby..

and mine only."

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unedited.

that's it :v hope you liked it! and also, sorry for making you wait again. i'm just really slow with updates and i'm doing my best because english is not my first language so please bear with me.

this picture states a fact:

ok bye.