Late Nights

What We Had

I left you,
That was the easy part.
Letting you go,
Was the worst pain of my life.

My body misses yours,
My heart aches,
My mind is numb,
I'm so lost without you
By my side,
A phone call away.
Every day that goes by
I miss you more.

Your hands are no longer around my waist,
Your lips don't touch with mine anymore,
Your cuddles don't help me fall asleep these days.

I can't lie,
Or pretend you weren't
A huge part of my life
When you were once my whole life.
I cant lie and say I never loved you.
I cant pretend I don't miss the sound of your morning voice
But I'm not yours anymore,
And your not mine
So I wont talk about it
Since thats not our life anymore...

When I noticed little things,
I thought I was loosing myself in love,
Making things up to hurt myself.
But the only person
Who hurt me,
Was you.
Your twisted games.
You definitely played me
And I let you.

Leaving you was easy.
Letting you go has been hard.
I'll admit I'm struggling
But don't take that the wrong way.
I don't miss you,
I miss what we had.
And what we had was a beautiful thing, called love...