Lost

Chapter 2- Flashback

Julia's point of view

It was a pretty long while until we had landed in New Zealand but when we did, Harry grabbed my hand, intertwinning our fingers, as if we were dating in some sort of way. But I didn't pull away, I felt safe and I needed that feeling. As we walked through the crowd, going unnoticed, he started to lightly rub his thumb against my hand which only made a shiver run down my spine and make me feel even more safe than he originally made me.

"We can stay here for a couple of nights before going back, or after a few days, we can just go back to the states." Harry said softly as we came to a stop when we reached outside, with taxis lined up and down the sidewalk.

"We don't have any clothes, Harry." I said, in a low tone.

"I can get you some, don't worry about it, beautiful."

"No, I'm done with people taking care of me." I said, sternly.

"I didn't mean it to be like that." He stood in front of me, grabbing my other hand. "I just want you to be safe and happy."

"Why does everyone care for my safety! I can take care of myself." I beemed. I don't know where all of this anger is coming from but it sure does feel amazing to let it all out.

"Because the last time you were alone, we almost lost you." He said through his teeth, as if it was painful to say.

"At that point, I had already lost myself." I roughly said before trying to walk away before getting yanked back to Harry.

"I need you to listen to me, okay?" He said with a raise of his eyebrows but he continued before I could give him a sign I was going to follow orders, "Believe it or not, but people care, I care, Niall cares, and it doesn't stop there. I love you, and it pains to see you in such condision to where you feel so low about yourself. As you may look at yourself as dirt, I look at you like the stars. Full of amazement and lust and I don't ever want to lose this sight."

I was at a loss with words as Harry's began to sink in.

"You love me?" Was all I said, hell, it was all I could fully understand for that matter.

"To say, I love you, would be a major understatement.." He said with passion as his eyes had been staring deeply into mine. We were silent for sometime until I had noticed Harry was leading more and more towards me, as his forehead rested with mine, our lips reached a touchable distance.

"I can't-" I pulled away before anything exciting could have really happened.

"I'm sorry, you're right.." He said, snapping away from me.

"We should get going..." I stated the obvious.

Yet after all of that, he reached for my hand again, and I gave it to him.

Nialls point of view

It was 4am when I got a phone call from the airport saying that I was then allowed to buy a ticket and that's also when I hurried to the airport to purchase the next flight out to New Zealand and within an hour, I was on my way to find my princess and get her back.

Sitting in that plane seat had to be one of the hardest things that I had to experience as I was just thinking of all the horrible things that could be happening between Harry and Julia.

I tried extremely hard to find something to keep my mind off of wandering about them but everything I thought of seem to link back to Julia, somehow.

I repeatly had to convince myself that everything was going to be okay and I would have her in my arms soon enough but it was so hard to actually believe. I felt as if I had already lost her and there wasn't anything I could do or say to get her back but all I knew was that I had to at least try. I'm not going down without a fight.