i hate you.
well i don't.
but i want to,
why can't i?
i just want to look at you
and feel sick.
i want to look at you
and feel nothing.
but i don't.
i look at you and i see
every fucking reason i fell.
your eyes.
the different shades of green and blues.
your freckles.
the way they are all scattered around.
your smile.
fuck i love your lips.
your bottom lip is my favourite.
i hate the thought of someone else tasting it.
feeling how soft and gentle your kisses are and how your hand snakes around the back of my neck.
i don't want anyone else to get that.
i'm so in love with you.
why?
