Being tied by chains, and though they cause pain, they are made by a different type of pain. They did not yet cut your heart, but maybe they did, emotionally. Trying to find light, in this endless void of darkness.
My bones are breaking and my heart is aching and I can't seem to escape these chains that hold me hostage every single day I feel like my world is fading right before my eyes. And I'm just in constant pain 24/7 I'm fading away hoping and praying for someone to untie me from these chains and darkness I feel every day of my life. I can't even look out a window without seeing your face every time I hear a door open or close I get scared I'm scared to go outside I'm scared of trains I'm also scared of loving and trusting people. And no its not just you its my past and my present as well its not just crying every single second of the day I feel worthless emotionless and broken. Everyone thinks that a sweet, strong and caring girl like my self can't be depressed HAVE YOU EVER MET A STRONG AND CARING PERSON WHO HASN'T BEEN THROUGH ROUGH TIMES I HAVEN'T. I believe that I am depressed I have so much going on in my life that no one knows but me. I keep it to myself so I don't have to talk and hear the sound of my voice I feel like my opinion doesn't matter like there's not another side of the story or conversation. I feel unheard and speechless I'm not in a funk (All though a funk is less painful) I'm in a hole that gets bigger and deeper each day I open and close my eyes. SO I just won't speak, sing or breathe loudly I don't wanna die I just want to let go of my insecurities. And let them make me more confident for myself and make me feel comfortable in my own skin.🖤
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"Don't let pain, sadness and anger define who you are as a human being and speak up for yourself even if you get hurt we all have a right to express who we are as individuals you can't make everyone like and support you but you can make them listen to what you have to say we are just human we can't be perfect"-ShadowEclipse78🖤
