Love , Ava · Harry Styles

one ; green eyes

I sighed , dropping my bag on the floor and walk towards the kitchen to drink some water. I found Thalia's phone on top of the counter and it buzz. A name popped on the screen making my brows furrow , Jake is calling her , her boyfriend. Why didn't she bring her phone with her? Is she home?

BANG!          

I heard something upstairs. Oh heck , Thalia is here. I ran to her room and it was open. She was holding a blade on her hand and everything around her seems messy. My eyes widened in shock and run beside her , grabbing away the blade that is suppose to be nearly on her skin.

"Thalia! What are you doing!?"

She sobs and throws the vase on the table making me walk backwards. She scream and i held her hand tight before she can even do something again.

"He broke me! AAH! I hate him! I really really hate him so much!!" She screams , i hug her tight and she did the same. I drop the blade on the floor away from her and let her cry on my shoulder. I don't mind my shirt being wet , it is my best friend crying and she needs comfort right now.

"Thalia , tell me what exactly happened." 

"He broke me! AAH! I hate him! I really really hate him so much!!" is it about Jake? i would hit that guy in the head if i had a chance. I rub her on the back and her cries turn into sniffles.

"I was in the mall , knowing you can't be with me because of Matthew. I thought it was just a picture of my thought and then it bolted right through me. I saw ... i saw Jake with another girl and the most anxious thing is that it's Hazel , she was my friend in the cafe' i'm in. I can't believe he did this to me .." She broke down into cries again and i rub her back , comforting her.

"You don't deserve him , Thalia.. you deserve someone who'll love you more than he can.." 

She nods swiftly , we pace back and forth with her in my arms. I never saw her side of this , she was always all hilarious and funny. She never wanted to cry and thinks it is a waste of time. Really , it's true of what the saying says , the happiest people are the saddest. 

Her room is a mess so i let her sleep in mine's. I cover her with my white duvet and her cheeks were puffy from crying. I am sad for this girl , i wonder  how's it when i am in her place. It hurts. A sudden rush exploded inside me. Jake , that asshole , he'll surely be receiving a payback.

I decide to get some air even thought i had just gotten back from Mom and Dad's house. All about Matthew , he is sick and he needs someone who can take care of him. Mom and Dad were both from work before i get back to Me and Thalia's flat. 

I head to starbuck's and bought some frappe'. I sit on the table number 19 which is by the window and i really love the view of the city. NYC , i've been here for a lot of years since i was a a 9 year old girl. And before i left him.. Harry ..

I wonder how was he now and where he is. It's been ten years since we were apart. The memory of him being with me stayed right in my heart , i never had forgot him. He was ten back then and i was nine , until everything fell into pieces. I was going to New York ..   

I still remember how he looked like when he was a baby in every album he showed to me. And the two cans which is what we used to communicate with each other by the window with it's string tied tight on the two cans which provides how we hear each other. I remember how we used to stroll around in the park with two chocolate ice cream cones in our hands and when we use to ride the swing. The first time we rode the Ferris wheel was the best day. 

I miss him  

I miss him so much                

It was all then when we both write letters to each other until we were fourteen , he moves into a new school without me and he is all alone. Me , i was being bullied because of being a loner. I wrote him a lot of letters until he never replied to one of those again. I wonder if he had throw it into the trash can or he had forgotten about me. I stop writing to him when i was fifteen and i decide to move on. I wonder how he has been. Every morning , i would look over outside my window and remember what we always do every morning.

The last time i talked to him was on the phone when i can't hold back my tears that time and i started to cry while my dad and mom starts yelling at each other because of work. They were both happy now , not like before. But i was left puzzled. I hanged up on him knowing i can't leave when i hear his voice much longer because it'll stop me. Before we left , inside the car i am in , he looks at the window , i can see his eyes were puffy red and his black shirt was wet. 

I regret the time when it happened,               

I could've run to him or tell mom and dad we should stay and i should've done things that'll stop us from moving. It was all happy back then. What happened?            

I back away my gaze outside and swallow back my tears that were still forming and look around the cafe' for a while and that's when my gaze was catch by his.

Those green eyes ..

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              It's short! I am so sorry guys! x

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                         and to match the first chapter! x