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FIVE

september 20, 2017
4:56 p.m

jungkook♡: hey tae !!

i still feel guilty about what happened so i got you some strawberries since i know that's your favourite fruit !!

maybe we can hang today at my house ((: we can play overwatch !!

oh. uhm,,

i'm sorry, i'm actually busy today.

jungkook♡: oh,,

it's okay, maybe next time !!

there won't be a next time lol
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yeah,, next time !

jungkook♡: uhm, i'll just drop these by your house, i'm sure your mother will love them as well !

anyways tae,, i have something to ask you actually,,,,,

what is it ??

jungkook♡: uhm

idk how to say this really,,

why were you smoking in the school's parking lot ?? and who was the guy next to you ??

did he pressure you into doing it ??

you always told me that you would never touch a cigarette,,

that was seokjin, he's a new friend

and i smoked because i wanted to, not because he pressured me

calm down, it's just a new habit ig

jungkook♡: you mean kim seokjin ??

the baddest kid in school ?? a literal bully ??

why him ??

he's not a good influence, taehyung

i know you tae,, you're pure and childlike

i dont think you should be hanging with him

and smoking is bad for you !! you shouldn't make it into a habit

he's a good person, jungkook

he's been there for me for the past few days when i was down,,

he's not as bad as you think.

he's actually helping me through a lot right now

jungkook♡: wait

you felt sad the past few days ??

why didn't you tell me, i could've been there for you !!

uhm,,

it's not like you could've since we became close because of the play when i broke down,, you weren't there so
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i just didn't ok.

please just,,

he's kind and i'm actually busy today because i'll be hanging with him soon.

jungkook♡: just-

just be careful, please

i'm just trying to look after you

have fun tae (:

you don't have to look after me anymore,,
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i mean, you stopped since you met mina.
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i will. i'll be fine, seokjin is a good guy. listen to me for once please.

also thanks for the strawberries ig,,

jungkook♡: no problem,, stay safe, tae.

strawberries and cigarettes,, a nice combination
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i'm sorry for rejecting you today, i honestly just can't face you and to be honest, i do actually have plans with seokjin.. i'm sorry you must be so disappointed in me, especially because have gotten into some bad habits, but seokjin says it can fix all your problems and it actually helps a bit..
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author's note

new update !! and seokjin's now in the story,,, hmm i wonder how that'll go :////

i love angst and i'm sure y'all know already cause hahaha there's just been TOO much the past few chapters.

will this story ever get nOt sad ?? hmmmmmmmmmmmm, i don't know :///
is there even a happy ending ??

i'm currently in a sad mood and i alWays write when i'm sad so here you go <<333

i hope this was enjoyable despite the amount of aNGST

also if you don't already know,,,,
strawberries and cigarettes by troye sivan,, yes i am listening to it as i write this

I love you !! don't be a silent reader !!

also shameless promo, read my yoonkook called BED SHEETS !! it's another aNGST Y story, focusing on yoongi and his memories with his ex boyfriend jungkook,,

see you next time i'm sad !! (:::

this is rushed don't mind me hehe