valentine ☹ simon marcos

part 2

simon: why do you hate yourself?

camber: i dont know it feels like i ruin everything

simon: aw camber please don't think like that

camber: i am like that

simon: look i don't know you personally but don't think so low of yourself, you don't ruin everything, okay? if something bad happen then let it be, it's a bad day not a bad life. be good to yourself.

camber: um..... okay. i'll try. i'll try to help myself. i know it's hard but slowly. piece by piece.

simon: good! :)

camber: you know what, thank you, simon.

simon: for what

camber: for being here when everyone wasn't

—flashback—

"And then... click upload. Oh, there you go" I talked to myself as I just posted my first video which is my experience meeting Simon.

The views grew fast which I haven't expected it will be. As the viewers reached, dislikes reached as well. Maybe those jealous psychotic fangirls disliked my video.

I've received positive and hateful comments as well. Which I don't mind, their hate won't bring me down.

So I FaceTime my friends, Carter and Veronica, they're the only friends that I have. Since it's hard for me to make friends. When I was a child I am really friendly and it's easy for me to make friends but once I grew up, making friends got hard. You can encounter fake friends that can stab you at the back. You can encounter great friends that will slowly forget about your friendship just because you just stopped talking. So many friendships ended with "we just stopped talking" and it sucks. Does my old friends even remember me? I don't know.

"Hey C!" Veronica said, I can see her waving.

"Wait are you referring to Carter or Camber?" I said joking

"Uh... both? I guess" Veronica chuckled, "It's hard for having my two bestfriends have the same first letter. I can't even make a letter nickname for y'all" She rolled her eyes playfully

"Shut up, Veronica. Letter nicknames isn't even a thing." Carter joked

"Whatever. Gotta stick with those, so from now on, call me "V" and I'll call you guys by your names." Veronica instructed

"Call me cute" I winked, joking

"Oh shit. Nice joke." Carter said

"EVERYONE BLOCK CARTER JONES" I joked

"I hate the two of you" Veronica teased

"Same" Carter and I said in unison

Veronica chuckled and cleared her throat, "So... Camber..."

"uh... yeah?" I furrowed my eyebrows

"Can we talk about the video you posted?" She added, why does she want to talked about that video, is there something wrong with that?

"Sure." I nodded, while Carter remains silent and listened to the two of us talking on FaceTime.