12:47 a.m
guess what?
I'm drunk again
but only because I had to
because your gone.
and there's nothing else to do anymore
do you remember when we went to that party,
and you got drunk and i had to drive you home because well you were drunk.
and even though I was 15 and you were 16 I still had to take care of you.
and I wish I still could.
you know that I haven't stopped crying?
because I didn't just lose my
best friend
i lost my other half.
I lost you.
but you know what's weird
is that you always joked about suicide
and you always said the
people who do it are supposed to be strong when
their really weak.
what does that make you?
I think im going to go back to school tomorrow...
but it wont be the same without you.
I clicked send on the message
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