this story will be portrayed in moonbyul's point of view -
In a street full of burning neon signs , underneath the street lamp . The day you and I met , when I see your dry lips and scorching eyes from the cold weather . When you look at me like that all the stars start to fall asleep .
" It's still not too late , for you to come back to me . "
From those entrancing words I realised that you are the only one that I love .
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I bang my fist onto the table , in frustration from all the stress and anxiety . I crack my knuckles and lean back on my chair , unable to focus on the task at hand . Maybe I should take a break from work and everything around me , it's too much to handle ; too much to handle alone .
I put on my coat and head out the door to get some drinks , I lived near the shady and rowdy area of Seoul but it didn't mind since it was convenient for the alcohol and the clubs. Not that I enjoyed going to them , but we all need to let loose once in a while . Though these days it has been more than once in a while.
I missed her , but then I still hate her . I know I love her yet I still don't love her . Day by day I look at our old pictures , I can't help but cry and reminisce our days we spent together .
As I stroll down the dark alley , I see dozens of lovers walking hand in hand , their faces only showing their bright smiles that lit up the way to the pubs .
I entered the pub you loved , the one you used to play pool with me . I can't bear to even look at the table anymore , it's your fault , yet I am the one at fault too .
I grab a seat on the bar chair , telling the bartender my order.
" I want the usual , two bourbon on the rocks . "
He nodded and prepared them , as I looked over to your seat . Smiling a little at the small carving you made on the edge of the table . Your handwriting was really pretty even though I kept telling you it was messy . I loved joking with you , you always fell for them but you always forgave me for anything I did .
You're too naive , you're too sweet .
Unlike others , you shone the brightest. Even in darkness , you lit up brightly , brighter than the moon and sun .
Just then , the bartender asks , " Why do you always order two bourbon on the rocks but never drink the other ? "
I reply , fidgeting with my fingers . " Because - . Just because. " I force out a smile .
I clench my jaw , trying not to cry .
My first love that I can't forget , are you listening to me ?
I can't fill in your empty space all by myself you know that don't you ?
I dream again now and then , every night . Day by day . That single scene won't stop replaying itself.
I finish my drink and ask for another , again and again . I get a pen , I carve something into the table for you .
It reads .
" Are you listening ? "
Just like that I pay my bill and leave the pub just before it closes .
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