Yoongi suffers from the death of jimin and turns to alcohol to bury the memories and his guilt. As he stops going to work and ignoring his friends phone calls, he starts to plan his suicide. but when a mysterious man shows up at yoongis apartment sa...
I opened my eyes to see a sleeping yoongi. "Cutie~" I whispered smiling as I place my small hand on his cheek. I heard my phone vibrate from notifications and I sat up to check them. Oh...its them again... My mood suddenly dropped and I erased them not wanting yoongi to see.
Its been 2 months since someone found out I was gay and they've been sending me threats not stop..even after I blocked them they still find a way to come back..
Jimin lowered his head suddenly crying. "I dont know how much of this I can take.." After I had put my phone down I saw a pill bottle On the nightstand. "..." I started reaching for it but I got scared and ran back to yoongi,hiding my face in his chest causing him to wake up.
"Jiminie..?" I gripped his shirt in response. "Whats wrong? Are you okay?" I just nodded I didnt want him to worry. He held me close and I started to calm down feeling safe. I wish I could tell you yoongi...but i cant..
-Later That Day -
- Yoongis POV -
I was in the dressing room getting ready for my piano show when I heard Jimin walk in. "You made it!" I smiled hugging him trying to hide my excitement. Everytime he comes to my shows I dont feel stressed when I start to play. Its like hes the reason I play the piano. He laughed. "Of course I came, I would never miss your show and besides you are playing my favorite song."
He was right, it was his favorite song. I called it "BUTTERFLY.' To be honest I had made that song for him, he doesnt know the lyrics at least not yet Im waiting for the right moment to tell him my feelings..
"Min Yoongi! You're next!" I nodded towards my instructor and smiled softly taking his hands. "Wait for me after the show?" He smiled blushing softly and nodded. "Good luck yoongi, fighting!" I ruffled his hair and ran out to the stage.
Before taking my seat I caught a glimpse of Jimin sitting in the audience. I took a deep breathe and began to play pouring every last bit of my love onto the keys.
-CHEERS-
I opened my eyes realizing I was finished and I turned my head seeing the audience stand and clap. I saw Jiminie smiling wide at me, tears in his eyes. He felt it..I know he did. I bowed before walking off the stage with a big smile on my face.
"Yoongi!!" I felt Jimin jump on me like the koala that he is and I laughed. "How was it Jiminie?" He looked at me dumbfounded. "How was it!? It was beautiful!" I tried not to smile too much and quickly turned away so he wouldnt see how hard I was blushing. "Thanks Jimin." He pulled out his phone and showed me a picture that he took while I was on stage.
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"Look how beautiful you look!" My heart started beating fast and he smiled at me teasing. "W-whatever jiminie.." He started laughing at my reaction and waited for me to be done getting undressed.
Once I was finished I walked over to him and sat beside him. "Are you free today?" He looked up at me and nodded. I started choking on my words. Jesus I cant even talk right when he looks at me. I cleared my throat. "Well uh..I-I have nothing else to do today so why dont w-we take a walk around the park?" I bit my lip annoyed with my stuttering. Jimin layed his head on my shoulder. "That sounds nice..I'd love to~"
- At The Park-
We walked around the parks trail quietly side by side. I noticed jimin was looking at my hand and I looked at him. "Is there something wrong with my hand?" He looked up wide eyed and looked away with a red face. "N-no..I um..I was wondering if your hand was h-hurting at all from the show earlier.." I smiled. "No not today. Come here lets sit down." I took his hand and walked over to a bench, no one was around so it was just us.
"Yoongi..?" Jimin said softly looking at the floor. I looked at him curiously. "Hmm?" Jimin fiddled with his feet in silence for a moment before speaking again. "Do...do you think two guy friends can fall in love...?" I blinked not understanding his question. "Well for me I would say yes they can." He nodded falling silent. I looked at him worriedly. "Why do you ask? Do..do you love someone?" He blushed not making eye contact still. "I think so.."
It probably isnt me...sigh. "O-oh thats nice. You should tell him then.." He shook his head. "Im waiting for him to love me.." How could anyone not love you jiminie...I nodded. "I see.." He stood up and held out his hand smiling softly at me. "Lets go home yoongi." I smiled back and took his hand. "Ok."
( next part is going to be a time skip near jimins death. Stay tuned!)
