A Betrayal World

Monday

I feel like crap. I never archive nothing they all say. I'm dumbfounded They all scream. I'm nothing they all pointed out. Those the word I hear every single day. I so tired. I feel as if I never get sleep. I alway tried my best. I want to be happy but I can't. I don't know what happiest feel like. I have finally gave up. I have no hope in every being happy my heart aches. No one seem to notices. When I say I'm okay it mean help me but no one see me crying in begging for help. I have given up. I no longer hopes in dreams. That all bullshit. I feel it wouldn't matter if I was a life or die. I no longer want a companion I want to find my last hope of shine. My last hope of happiest. My last hope for a brighter future.