A Betrayal World

Tuesday

No doubt about it. I have no meaning in life. I live for nothing. I am nothing ; I have nothing. My life is just
meaning less. It repeat over in over. A never stopping only at death do it end. But if my death is slow in silent then my life we only get worst. But only before I die life would already ended. If I was to every find happiness. It would already be to late. My happiness is no longer what I want or need. I loathe happiness, I loathe it so much. I wish there was never happiness. I wish when I was younger I would have someone who care for me. I wish that I knew life is always against you. I couldn't have known. But life is not what it all seen when you watch television. I should have knew that no one care for you on real life. Anime and cartoons it all fake I can't always have my way. I can't find the girl/boy of my dream. I'm not popular or smart. If I had a wish. I would wish that I could smile. A real smile.