The crush on my bully

Part 1

Hey guys this is my first story soooooo give me a break will ya.~♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

My names Lucas and unfortunately im in love with my bully Calvin. I didnt realize i was gay until 8th grade when we all went on a camping trip. I shared a room with calvin and i found myself thinking how good he would look with his clothes off and when he found out he dispised me for it and wouldnt leave me alone since. But things were even worse at home. When i came out to my mom she hit me and even threw a knife at me she told me i was a disgusting peice of shit and that i didnt deserve to live. My dad was only one to accept me but sadly he died shortly after i told him and my mom blamed me for his death. So i ended up cutting myself with a razor everyday to remind me im worthless. Hell i even tried killing myself various times but i was always interupted. Hahahahahaha why does the universe hate me.

                                                                  ~time skip to present day~

I walked into school with a longsleeved sweater on to hide the bandages that covered the bruises from my mom hitting me and my fresh new cuts. When i walked to my locker i looked to see no other than the devil himself calvin standing by it. I immedetly turned and ran hoping he didnt see me but my dreams never come true and i heard him running behind me shouting my name. I ignored him and continued running. However as soon as i got to a lockable door calvin grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room locking the door behind him. I instantly started looking for a way out of the room. Calvin (to much surprise ) gently grabbed my chin and made me look into his beautiful blue eyes. "Lucas calm down i only want to talk to you" he said. "TALK TALK the last time you TALKED to me i was laying on the floor with BOTH OF MY EYES SWOLLEN SHUT" i fumed. I tried to walk away but i realized he still had one hand gluded to my wrist. "Fine talk" i sighed in defeat. Calvin roughly pushed me against the wall causing me to gasp and he took the oppurtunity to kiss me and shove his tounge in my mouth. I shivered with pleasure as calvins tounge searched and explored every inch of my mouth. Calvin used one hand to hold both of my arms high above my head while he used hs free hand to lift my shirt up and explore my body. It didnt help much that he grinded his dick against mine making me feel twice the pleasure. FUCK. Calvin pulled his lips away from me making me instantly crave the warmth . He lowered his lips down to my ear and whispered im sorry and left me in the room with a hard on. As soon as he left i collapsed . What the hell just happened?