Falling In Love With My Best Friend(BTS Jimin fanfiction)

The raining of the deplorable blood

Two months later.....
May 10,2014
7:21 AM
They were walking and just a few steps out of their door,a staff from their old university come to them,he looked like he is 5'5 that makes him inches shorter than the girls,his head is bald and he is wearing a rusty handbag that is rumored that his grandmother once owned in 1928,he is holding and envelope that looked like it has hundreds of letters
"Umm...cough are you guys Eun Won and Jong Yeong In?"
"Yes,sir"
"You guys are summa cum laude?"
"Yes,sir"
"And the top 1 and 2?"
"Yes,sir"
Then he took out letters from the envelope and handed it to them
"That are the ten job offers for you two,there are actually twenty,but these are the best companies in South Korea with the highest paying salaries,it has a letter,the address and the days you want"and he left
"Ooh,let us stay first in my home"
And they check the letters and found the one
"What did you get Bella?"
Then she get the letter and read it out aloud
Software Engineer
Dear Ms. Yeong In,
We are offering this special opportunity to go to our company and be our Software Engineer
Address:Near the central bank
Salary:$200(but paid in Korean Won)
Then Bella screamed and hopped everywhere and hugged Eunice
"That is 200,000 in South Korea! We're going to be rich with this money!"
Then Eunice read hers,and smirked while Bella laughed knowing she is going to make one more dollar to her.
The two said their goodbyes and split to go to their companies,while Eunice goes with Jin and waited in the bus stop
"Why can't you just join me in my car"
"Can't,I am traumatized"
"I am no jerk,who will crash somebody's car"
He said thinking of J hope
"Who crashed the car anyways?"
"Well,technically it is the bus driver,that jerk (bus driver) is not arrested,Mom pay for his bailing which is ridiculous! When he is the one who leaves you into an accident that caused you to lose your memories!"
Then she patted him on the back
"Chill,we all have flaws,mistakes and wrongdoings,we have the moments were we didn't know we are already hurting someone badly,but rather than being depressed about that fact,stop thinking that you're a bad person,but you should first accept the fact that you're wrong,you have done something unacceptable,but use that as a reminder to be better you know,maybe you know Hobi,maybe he will change,I heard he just got accepted in a job with a high paying salary and he graduate with flying colors right? Oh yeah he might crashed somebody's car,but he can move on"
Jin smirked,she never changed,she is still that girl who still will never give up to find light even in the hardest of times,proving even people who are slated,their memories might be washed off,but their inner personality,their beliefs in humanity,it is still them
"But,who is the one driving the car?"
Those words nervous Jin,he was sweating profusely and thinking deeply,trying to mutter words
"What if she will know that she has a boyfriend?!"
"What if she will raise doubts on us,find Jimin and live with him?"
"What if she will be a rebel,go to Jimin?"
He was jumping into conclusions,he was so overprotective,he is out of control
"Are you okay?"
"Bella drove,your best friend,she didn't look injured,because she goes out of her car when he saw J hope already troubling and almost going to your path,but that jerk didn't listen,you know Bella told you J hope likes her but she and Taehyung are together,so he drove and you're the only one in the car,and that's why you're the only one injured"he lied.
After a few minutes the siblings were about to go to the bus,but Jin stopped
"Hey! Let us go now,brother!"
He let her continue and said
"I will go to another bus"
And waved goodbye,he stopped and wait for Jimin to realize he's there,he bumped into him and his eyes widened
"Jin..."
"Jimin....."
"Where's my girlfriend,idiot"
"No,stay away from her,or I will kill you"
Jimin grinned
"Oh,I am scared!"he said sarcastically 

And leave with no warning,then Jimin teared and goes back to his home,after he entered,his mom was not there,he goes to the kitchen,get a knife
"If she is gone,then I have no life"
But then Bella came running...
"Hey! What are you doing?!"
He didn't answer while she just grabbed his knife
"I am going to cut my wrist"
"Are you crazy?!!"
And without warning,Bella cut herself with the knife,Jimin was shock
"What did you do?"
And then she cut herself again,then Jimin gets the knife
"You cannot yourself!........I guess no one will"
And he threw the knife,Bella sat down beside him
"Why are you thinking of doing that?"
"Jin......he told me,that Eunice is gone and she must not see me anymore....ever again"
Bella frowned,avoiding from the fact that she had forgotten him,she stood up
"Where are the bandages?"
He then point at a black drawer,while covering it she then spoke
"You know,she still loves you,no matter what happens she still loves you"
She threw a can of beer to Jimin
"I don't drink...."
"Of course you don't"
And gets the can,slowly opened it while looking at the floor drank it
"Will Eunice ever cheat on me?"
Bella looked at him
"No......She is loyal indeed"
Then he looked at the floor
"How many siblings do you have,Bella?"
"I had ten other siblings,the other five are in Mexico,the other three are in Italy,the other two are in America"
Then they had a minute of silence
"Are you feeling awkward,Jimin?"
But he doesn't care about that question
"You know Bella,after that night I had felt that one feeling I had years before I met Eunice"
He then started to tear
"Depression......."
"Every night,the darkness will carry me and go through a dark place with no answers,I will walk to this endless road,I am looking at it,and every time I stare at it for more than six seconds,the dark wind will push me into these thorns and knives,I kept walking and walking still staring even though I know I am going to be injured again,I walk and walk and repeatedly get hurt every time"
He then continued
"All of my life,I was depressed back in my childhood,people bully me,but not just any type of bullying,no,after verbally abusing me,they will beat me,spit at me,kick me until I pass out,my mom was rarely home,at seventh grade,I cook,clean for myself,I felt like no one love me anymore,I have a deep loath in myself,everyday I would get a knife or a cutter and cut myself,it was my routine hating myself,after two years,it suddenly stopped,but that doesn't stopped me for still being so mad at myself,I remembered having such a low self-esteem,my mom always call,I never answer,I am just in my room crying and producing more self harm,I always want to be loved,but then I realized I got tired of trying...."
He then continued to cry,not being able to make the words he is saying clearer,just muttering sounds while Bella is patting her on the back