Day 18

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Date: July 18, 20××
Weather: Sunny

Dear Journal,

Jungkook took me out for a nice picnic at the park.. From there, we could see the children playing together with their parents.. It was fun, yet heartbreaking.. I can no longer enjoy my life like the way they enjoyed theirs..

My doctor called me last night and said that my condition worsened as time goes by.. I may start experiencing Vertigo and Dizziness due to Vestibular Dysfunction..
What will happen to me afterwards?? What will happen after few more days outside the hospital??

I CAN'T DIE NOW..

NOT NOW..

NOT THIS TIME..

PLEASE GOD, GIVE ME ANOTHER MONTH TO LIVE..

I JUST WANNA CELEBRATE JUNGKOOK'S BIRTHDAY BEFORE I DIE..

CAN YOU HELP ME HOLD ON TO THE PAIN??

I PROMISE, I'M GONNA DIE PEACEFULLY AND NO REGRETS..

CAUSE I KNOW I HAVE DONE MY BIGGEST WISH IN LIFE..

AND THAT IS TO BE WITH HIM..

ON THE DAY HE WAS BORN..

-PJM

P.S. I'M STARTING HAVING DIFFICULTY IN WRITING CAUSE MY RIGHT HAND IS WEAKENING TOO.. I'M SORRY FOR THE POOR HANDWRITING..

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