S U G A R. D A D D Y M.Y.G

✅4.Home

Caution :
The words used in here are sensitive and not meant for all,or anyone, it's just the characters thought, not wanting to sound offending at all,but if it does I'm sorry.

Remember :
You're always loved, you deserve to be where you are,if you came to this world you must've had a purpose, God wouldn't just put your soul in a body and deliver it to you home address,so remember you're the lucky one to still survive in this world. 《Lol,this is what I tell myself》
And all the stuff said is from one character's perspective and how she feels

'I'm home' i shouted taking off my shoes. It's funny how I called an orphanage a 'home' .

But for an orphan,an orphanage is the only home.

It was soundless, well at this time it should be.

It'd seem weird if it wasn't.

'You're late! And as your punishment you'll have to clean the house'

I bowed an apology, well it's common,after all we're not here for free. Our parents left us,

we're a burden,a burden on them,our parents,the world, o ourselves.

' I'm sorry,this won't happen again' I said in an apologising tone.

I had to,even If I don't feel,I had to act guilty.

I guess everyone else is asleep,oh those poor kids, God ease on them, they don't deserve such struggles.

I started cleaning the house trying not to make noise,trying not to disturb their sleep,

it's precious to everyone, it's precious to my yoongi

As i finished i took a few secs to make my breath rate regular,heaved a sigh and slept unconciously.

I was tired enough to say goodbye to this world,at least for a few hours.

/Morning/

We did our morning routine,and by our morning routine I mean,cleaning the orphanage, cooking breakfast,

preparing the kids for school getting ready for high school,etc.

'unnie,are you turning 18 next week?' A cute blonde around 9 years old asked, well my sister she was.

It was a fact that she had blonde hair meanwhile I had black,she'd cry on that,but now that she's growing I think it suites her.

Y/n :
'yes are you excited?for my birthday? I've saved money for a cake'

'unnie,i am,but isn't it strange that everytime someone turns 18 here,they disappear,i think they do something to them, I'm scared for you'

'hmm don't be,time will answer,and they might look but they're not that bad'

/Later/

I'm going, i went to the school but after school

There was a huge crowd standing there,i ignored it and started walking i guess they were looking at an expensive car

That car has appeared a few times but we don't know who owns it

A hand pulled my wrist making me turn around and as i was about to scream,he putted a hand on my mouth .

I slapped him arm away 'yoongi'

'Yah!yah!yah' he screamed

Suga :
Why the heck do you call me just yoongi add oppa, where are your manners,girl.

Y/n :
What ever why are you here?

Suga :
For you,come let's go

He pulled me but i slapped his hand away,an expression of disappointment came over his face

His hand swung over my legs,and the next moment i know he's carrying me over his shoulders

'Put me down'. 'Help' 'where are you taking me?!'
I screamed over my lungs,he didn't even flinched.

He puts me in the front seat of that expensive car, and ties the belt,with in a blink of eye, he's in the driver's seat.i didn't even got a chance to escape.

We're at his home, home pffft it's a fucking mansion, there are so many fucking people in uniform, they're his servant.he took me inside.

It was so fucking huge, that i can get lost and never come back.

Y/n :
And... How's your mom now *i said in a really calm tone,trying to start a conversation*

He looked up at me,then he looked away and slowly held my hand, i let him do it.

Suga :
Y/n....she....she passed away 5 years ago *hu?-she passed away oh no😢😢😢 i wanted to ask him how?when?why? How did he managed to deal with it? but i won't*

All these years he needed someone, and everyone left him. Why did he had to go through all that? Alone?

I wasn't even there for him, just exactly how badly it hurted him, how much he'd have cried.

I hugged him, as my tears ran down,he held me tight in his arms, as he always did,

like he's going to lose me any second.a few minutes later he started crying aswell.

Suga :
"Why did you leave me? I needed you so damn badly, i told myself I'd hate your face, I'd forget you but that made me love you deeper" he broke the hug .

Suga :
Y/n I've truly became a man now, come back in my arms y/n *he said holding my waist tight*

Y/n :
Yoongi stop it! I never left you because you were weak, leaving was never my choice, it was forced on me, i cried every single night,

Y/n :
i wanted to be in your arms, i wanted to give you my shoulder when you cry,but this world is cruel we both can never be together"

Suga :
"Why?! Why? Can't we be together?" He never raised his voice.

I opened the first 2 buttons of my shirt exposing my cleavage, to show him the sticker.

Y/n :
Because of this, and soon they'll take me cause I'm turning 18

He was in shock "H-how did you-"

"My father owed them some money,so they took everything and now I'm in service for the remaining amount" i broke up in tears.