Dear Diary
He still hasn't changed. I wish he would except my choices and love me for who I am and not what he wants me to be. He hurt me again today. I cut again because of his harsh judgments. I should have listened to Khloe and Frances. They saw it coming, I was just too stupid to realise. My girls will always have my back. Even if they don't like the guy I date they I'll keep smiling because I'm happy, but this is different. They pulled me out of a trap. They are my hero's. If I stayed I would have been no more. God bless these girls, even though we stopped sitting with each other we still remain sisters for life. Carmen was also there when I needed. She would sit with me whilst "he" was with his friends. She's a best friend to me and she will always be my sister. I'm blessed to have these three girls.
I'm so glad it's over between us. Maybe this is my chance to heal, to find someone better. Fingers crossed
Xoxo
