Eli Beast

The present #8

Well, here it is, it is finally time the truth comes out, I'm dying, I don't know how long it will be until I do, but it's happening, and I've accepted this, even gods die at some point, so why wouldn't an eternal that's not fully eternal? I guess it's because I'm finally accepting humanity for what it is, it's happiness with a bunch of mistakes pieced together, along with curiosity, and how can I hate that? I would be worse, much much worse, and that would not be alright, Elijah has accepted that Eggsy was killed out of curiosity and fear, so should he be hunted and harmed for being hurt and scared? I think not, but he is still unstable, I mean let's be honest, every being somewhere deep down is unstable. 

Elias is finally understanding that humanity is not to be feared unless given a reason to be feared, so he should be comfortable with coming out more often now, which is good, as much as I wish he wasn't as terrified as he is, he is, but that's alright. Elias is weakest compared to all of us, but he has his moments of pure strength and capability, I've witnessed it many times, but he is also very innocent. I'll let you in on how I know I'm dying, instead of bleeding, whenever I got wounded I would cough up water, or water would flow out of the wound. After Elijah returned, and I got better at controlling the shadows, that water has turned to ink. Now I've gotten used to being around humans from the "overworld", or even the non-magic realms, blood has started to mix with the ink, as time goes on and the longer I spend with the humans, the more mortal I will become, the longer I spend with my wife and children, the more mortal I will be, but, that won't stop me, I'm not leaving humans or the ones that are dear to me, why would I? I've made many mistakes in my life, but if I left alone humans and the ones dearest to my heart so I could live longer, that would be the biggest mistake of my life. No matter if I die or not, I will never leave the human race, I will be with the human race as a spirit, one I choose shall receive the gift of the reaper, but that gift comes with danger and responsible, only a few will be worthy. 

I have only a few wishes the world does not have to grant me, but I would be very grateful if it did: I wish for my family to live long and prosperous without me, I would wish for them to show regret, but the strongest people show what they are truly feeling. I wish for Elias's innocence to forever be in the world, whether it's through him, or others. I wish for my friends and family to remember that all of my sides will always be with them, and last but definitely not least, I wish for no one to avoid me in hopes of making me live longer. With that, Eli out, peace!