Ghost Like Love

Nightmares.

Maybe it's just nothing. Me being paranoid, thinking about the past. Growing up in high school was terriying to me. Losing my virginity at 14 to some douche sophomore. Bad relationships and sex problems. I wasn't what you called a whore, but after my first time. I was pregnant at 14. The worst way to ruin a girl and just dump her on the ground. Ever since that, i've always had nightmares. I'll give more detail on what happened some other time. Meanwhile, i got a metal head to deal with.

" You okay?" He peaks his little head from top of the bed. I look up and him and smirk, just to confuse him. Puppy eyes, god how i loved his puppy dog eyes. God took time with this man. How can someone be so attractie and adorable at the same time? " got food? I'm a bit hungry" He walks towards the kitchen, which i tried to keep clean. I quickly grab a bowl that had ramen in it and put it in the sink. I take a peak in the fridge and take out plastic bowls. " Yea there's some left overs but in a sec i'm gonna head to the store, hope you don't mind watching the place" He swipes the bowls out of my hands. 

I walk out the door without saying bye, he's a big boy now. I feel my back pocket and his keys are still in there. I hope he won't mind me using his car. I walk to his tesla and try to take my time. I love to admire cars, especially this beauty. As i sit in the drivers seat, this really nice scent of cologne hits my face. It's so damn attractive and it reminds me of kevin of course. I start it up and hearing the engine roar is very satisfying. I head towards a dollar general near me. I park and head in. People staring at me?? Like hello can i help you?? I grab a basket, i do plan on getting a lot. I head to the pet isle. Get some wet food for Gastly, did i mention? I have a beautiful baby boy. He only turns out at night to where he cuddles with me in bed. He's little a ball of fur, black, orange and white patterns, and green snake eyes. I love him. Walking towards the chip isle, i by pass some condoms. Since i'm gonna be with kev now, i'll need these. At the corner of my eye. A pregnancy test. Am i that paranoid? Without hesitation i grab it and go alone with condoms. Drinks, chips and candy. Going towards the cashier. " Can i get those menthols on the top shelf?" I show him my id in case. No words, but did as instructed. He stared at my neck. God what's up with the staring today. I pay and head back out. I throw the bag and look in the car mirror. My neck..it's so bruised. God i love, but i'll have to cover it up

I arrive home and enter the house. Kev is on the bed, With gastly. " Took you long enough, found this little fella begging to come in" I put the bag on the kitchen table and grab gastly's food. Open the can and start scoping it out with a spoon in his plate. I lay down on the bed with some snacks and open up my laptop. Kev walks up to the bag, grabs chips and a soda. Heads towards me and cuddles up with me. 

Hours pass of watching horror movies on netflix. 10pm

Gastly and kevin light asleep. I head outside to light a cigarette up. I sit on the porch and smoke. I'm praying to god im just sick. But then again, what's wrong with it now? I live in my own house, i have money. and i've always wanted a baby. And with kevin ghost? Maybe everything will actually turn out alright. I look up. and throw my cig on the floor. I put it out and head outside. He's awake, Waiting for me. I lay with him, And fall asleep as both me and kevin lay our heads down.. Am i in love?..

Two days in a row??? clap and a half for me! I'm gonna try to take every night before i head to bed with a new update. How are you liking the story? Let me know in the comments and please feel free to share my story to friends and social media. Thank you for taking time to read my story and continuing. i love you readers <3 

Stay weird ~ Stephy