Behind Closed Doors

So Fly

                                               Just stepped out fresh out the shower
                                                Gotta stay fresh take about an hour
                                              Gotta get dressed your boy is so clean
                                              Both of em' off, I got them blue jeans

"I'm hurt, like don't nobody understand what I'm growing through", I said laid up on Sy's couch. "Like, yall saw and heard all the bad things ,but the good out weighs the bad forreal".

  Sy came back in the room with some more ice cream and popped in another movie. 

"I know that you hurt, but you can't just sit in the house all day being upset." She said consoling me. 

Tiffany and Jabori has been blowing up  my phone the last 2 days from now and I just keep letting them go to voice mail.  Also, Akia wants me to come home but I can't be around couples and her. "I told you so" lectures. 

Sy phone ranged. 

"Wassup", she said putting it on speaker.

  "Bae, how are you?" , Alex asked sounding very concern.

  ''Well, I'm at Sy house eating up all her ice cream, putting a dent in her couch, getting fat and pale". I said in a melancholy mood.

  "Awww poor baby, how about we go to the club", he said excitedly. 

"No", I said bluntly

I put the tub of ice cream down shaking my head and I layed down. 

"Come on girl, you can't keep doing this to yourself". Sy said.  I sighed. 

Soo many thoughts were going through my ahead and I didn't know what to do.  If me going to the club will get my mind off of things then soo be it.

"Okay,but only on one condition", I finally said.  "Sy, you have to open up", I said looking at her.

"Mhm", Alex said.

"Okay",she said sitting Indian style on the couch.

        They both started screaming and Sy was helping me up.  Sy's hair was pulled from her face into a hump at the top and letting the rest fall in the back.  I was putting curls in my head while Sy was trying to look at herself in the mirror.  She had on a Tadashi Shoji embroided black lace dress with some red Jimmy Choo Anoux pumps.

  "Damn, bitch you makin' me look like shit!", I said smacking her on her thighs. 

She laughed "Move you gay bitch!", she said jokingly.

          I slicked my hair back into a ponytail and slid on my white Herve Leger Off Shoulder Badange dress that Jobari bought me.  At least, it shows my curves.  Kevin and Chris was blowing they horns like Sy mama won't come down here and cuss them out.  I hurried up and put on my Daffodile Christian Louboutin heels.  It actually felt good getting out the house.  We spilt up into to two cars.  Chris, me, Sy, and Alex in Chris's car.  Then, Akia, Tone, and Kevin in his car. 

"You look good", Chris said smiling as I got in the passenger seat.

 "Thanks", I said returning the smile. 

 Sy cleared her throat. 

"Everybody looks nice tonight", He cleaned it up.

  "I'm glad you getting out", Chris said.