Thinking About it ( a mindless behaviour story )

I Don't Want To Have To Go

Its the last week of the semester now and Mindless Behavior was leaving to go onthey'r #1 girl tour. Ive been ignoring all the boys for a while now, even Hope,

I heard her and Prodigy have been going out and that she gets the lucky opportunity to go on tour with them. And as for Casey shes been really quiet these past couple of month, she been distant with everybody and has been wearing cloths that just don't suit her , like.... turtle necks.As for the rest of the boys, Ray and Roc just recently started dating Joyce and Chassidy, and Prince, well hes still single but i don't care

Its wednesday and the boys were leaving Friday, i woke justlike any other day, to my mom banging on my room door, ive kept my distnace from my mom, and because she threw all my clothes i got to school in sweats and big t-shirts, sometimes even my pj's.

Mom: ARRRIIAAAAAA,PLEASEEE BABYYY OPEEEENNNNNNN,

Aria: NO MOM , NOW LEAVE ME ALONE!

Mom:Common you have school Ariana, i have big news!!

Why is everybody calling me that, my mom knows what happened and that name why would she call my that.

I ran and opened my door, giving my mom a death stare

Aria: Why the fuck did you just call me that name'

Mom: language young lady, and i said Aria

Aria: Don not Young lady me, and you called me Ariana, you know you re not supposed to call me that God mom, why do you always have to be like that, i still don't know why I'm covering up for you, you've done nothing but put me down and make me feel worthless and all i do for you is cover up a big lie that will ruin you, i should of just tell Dad

 As soon as i said that my mom dropped to the floor and started cry harder then she ever has before, i just wanted to stand there and laugh but she was still my mom.

Aria: Mom why are you crying, you know you did this to yourself, just stop doing it and come clean.

Mom: I'm sorry for everything i put you through Abigale

My mom only calls me Abigale when its really serious, like when someone dies,

Aria: Why mom, i just don't understand you re a great person, why are you acting up

Mom: its just ever since Samara died i only wanted the best for you i on-

Aria: wait, who's Samara?

Mom: Abigale, I didn't want to have to tell you but Samara is your older sister, older then RJ.

Aria: I have a sister, and you never told me?

Mom: you had a sister, its a long story Abigale, i don't think i'll have time to tell you know, after school come right home I'll explain everything

Aria: But mom-

My mom quickly got up and went into her room 

Mom: Aria, come here

I walked into her bedroom to see a dresser in which i was pretty sure wasn't there before

Mom: all your clothes are in here pick something out and your breakfast is on the table, it might be cold though