Please Don't (Elton Castee X reader)

Having enough

Warning:Swearing,abuse and Suicidal actions.
Your POV:
I was in my room and sitting on my bed watching my favourite YouTubers Elton Castee,Colby Brock,
(I don't know that he's my brother),Corey Sherer,Aaron Doh and Scotty Sire.

I was watching one of Elton's videos when I heard the front door open so I quickly closed my laptop and put it under my bed and pretended I was asleep.

I heard some stuff dropping to the ground and then my door opening. "I guess you think I'm stupid don't you?"I heard Fergel say. I kept my body turned away from him my eyes closed. "Bitch don't pretend your asleep!"He shouted and I slowly turned around to him "Why are you crying!"He shouted and I flinched "Well? ANSWER ME!"He said "I don't know!"I shouted back "Oh now your gonna get it girly"He said and walked towards me and I backed of the bed and stood up but he kept coming forward "Please Fergel"I whispered "I'm sorry baby"He said going sober for a minute as tears went down my face and a tear go down his.

I kept backing up until by back hit the wall and Fergel was right in front of me "Fergel....please"I whispered "Shut the hell up!"He shouted and slapped me. I kept my head to the side and I felt Fergel grab my chin and turn it towards him "Oh is the lil bitch crying?"He mocked and I spitted in his face and he had a disgusted face on him and he was angry as he wiped it off and then he slapped me and punched my in the gut and he just kept beating me.

5 minutes later:
I was on the floor bleeding.My nose was bleeding I had a busted lip and I'd probably have two black eyes later and bruised ribs and bruises on my arms. "I hope you learned your lesson girly.NEVER talk back"He said "..." I didn't say anything "Talk bitch"He said and kicked me in the stomach. "Y.Yes"I wheezed out "Good"He said and left the room swaying and hitting the door frame and wall. Once he left and I heard the front door close I got up carefully and limped to the bathroom in my room.

I stopped near the sink and I went to the medicine cabinet and took out some alcohol stuff,cotton balls and some bandages.

I looked back up at the medicine cabinet and saw a razor blade. Then I looked at my covered arms. I use to cut before but I stopped for awhile but I kept wearing long sleeves cuz if he saw them while he was drunk he'd beat me badly.

I looked back up at the razor and I took it out of the cabinet and I put it on the cabinet. I went over to the door and closed and locked it. I went back to the sink and I rolled up my sleeves. There were  cuts on both of my arms but...they were made into words. My left arm cut said....Useless... My right arm cut said Fatso. I had some more on my body for example on my thighs there's worthless....slut. On my stomach there's unloved.

I went to my arm and I put the word Crazy and Freak. Cuz no one knows but...I have stuff my old teacher put on me. He experimented on me....Well after or before school he would. He made me into a freak. He gave me powers that I still can't control....I know a few of the powers I have but I haven't figured out the rest....I have Invisibility, healing(can heal only heal others not yourself),Superhuman Endurance(Do stuff without getting tired),water breathing,Night Vision,Telepathic, superhuman speed, power to understand any language, wall crawling,superhuman agility,force field and I don't know the rest. But I'm quiet happy to what I have now.Your probably wondering why I don't use these against Fergel because I don't won't to be called a freak or crazy....or go to a insane asylum or something like that. Cuz no many people have powers....

Anyways I cleaned the razor and put it back and I bandaged up my two new cuts. I also got the alcohol stuff and I used it for my lip and I was numb to the pain. I then cleaned up the blood from my lip and nose. I then but the stuff away and I got my make up and I looked in the mirror and I was right I could see I have black eyes and I have a bruise on my cheek and I put some foundation on to hide the bruises and the black eyes.