Alice
****************A Week Later*************
I'm at some party with the guys and Remington. I've been just having a bad day, for no real reason I'm just sad. I get a drink and the guys are talking to another band. I go outside and I sit on the steps, I've already had a lot to drink so I'm sorta tipsy but not bad. I take a sip and someone says
"Hey." I look back and see Jamie and he sits next to me.
I put my drink down and he says
"You okay?" I shrug and he slides hand onto my back, he says
"Alice, everything okay?" I shake my head and say
"Honestly I don't know." He says
"What's wrong?" I shrug and say
"Just everything, I'm just an emotional mess." Jamie says
"Hey, Everyone has bad days." I shrug and he pulls me into a hug, I hug him back and he says
"I'm sorry Alice." I say
"I'll be fine." He shakes his head and says
"I'm here to talk to you whenever you need." I shake my head and say
"Okay, I was wondering if I could be alone for a little while?"
"Okay yeah."
He gets up and grabs his drink, I take another sip of mine. I look up at the sky and I take a deep breath. I take another sip of my drink, it doesn't really make me feel better but it makes me think less. Soon I finish it so I get another one, I sit down in the same spot again. Soon I hear Remington say
"Chèrie, you okay?" I stand up and fake a smile and say
"Hey yeah, I just wanted a breath of fresh air." He shakes his head and we go inside. I ask him to get me another drink and he kisses my shoulder and walks away. Everyone is pretty drunk so I don't have to worry about being to drunk. Remington hands me another drink, Remington smiles and we start dancing.
I have my arm around his neck and Remington pulls me agents him more. I smile and he says
"Want to go?"
"Not right now." I take a sip of my drink and we dance some more and we keep hanging out with everyone and drinking.
Remington POV
Soon I'm hanging out with the guys and Alice is hanging out with people. All the sudden I hear someone yell
"Remington." I look back and see Jamie with a crying Alice. I run over and I sober up some, I say
"Baby?" She stumbles and wraps her arms around my neck. I pick her up and she keeps crying. I say
"I think we're gonna go." They shake there heads, I walk out and Alice is crying and I say
"Hey Love What's wrong?"
She says
"Set me down!" She's slurring but I do and she stumbles over to a trash can. She leans over it and starts getting sick. I hold her hair back.
***********Once They Get Home**********
We get home and I am carrying Alice, I say
"Baby want a bath?" She shake's her head yes, she whispers
"I miss them Remmy." I walk upstairs and I say
"Who?"
"My family." She starts crying again and I sit on the bed and I rub her back till she calms down some and says
"C-can I still take the bath?" I shake my head and say
"Of course you can." I walk into the bathroom and start a bath for her. She is sitting on the floor and I go and get her her normal night underclothes and one of my button up shirts.
I walk back in and see the bath almost ready so I say
"Baby you got to get undressed to get in." She shakes her head and I say
"If you need me I'll be outside in the bedroom okay?" She shakes her head and I kiss her and I taste the alcohol on her lips. I walk out and I sit on the bed worrying about her, she hasn't had anything like this happen in a while. I take the worlds fastest shower in a guest room then get back in the room and Alice is still in the bath.
Soon she walks out and the shirts messed up, I stand up and I say
"Baby." She looks at me and I unbutton the shirt and she says
"Hey!"
"I'm fixing it love." She shakes her head and I re-button it right and she wraps her arms around me. I hold her agents me and she cries into my neck. I pick her up and she says
"Remmy I have no one but you." I hold her agents me and she keeps crying she says
"You're the only one I have." I rub her back and say
"You have the guys, my family and they love you so much."
She looks at me and her eyes are red and puffy from crying. She shakes her head and says
"Why doesn't my family love me? Why did they always hate me and treat me horrible?!" It breaks my heart seeing her like this, I pull her back agents me and she wraps her arms around me. I say
"Because they are fucking idiots and didn't know who they were losing. You're so fucking amazing and perfect and beautiful, smart, cute, silly, perfect, amazing, baby you're so amazing and I love you so much."
**********At Three In The Morning******
I am laying down on my back, Alice is asleep because she was still really drunk and she just passed out. I move and I lay her on her back, I lay down and I turn the light off. I slide my arms around her, I have my chin on top of her head, she slides her arms around me. I rub her back. I stay awake thinking about what I can do to help her more. She doesn't tell me when she gets depressed like this and I want to help her. I want her to be okay, I love her so much. It hurts me to see her in pain like this. It finally gets so late that I fall asleep accidentally.
