Stupid Dumb Cheated Love

chapter 4

Whats wrong with you mia jockingly says NO the real question is why are you here gosh why do you have to have such additude andrea.just get out of my house just get out of my fuckin house did i stuter did i stuter mia i slammed the door behind her not knowing that her finger was still in the door when i slammed it i felt so sorry but then on seconud thoght i dont give a fuck that bitch drove kian away from me i didnt give a fuck about her i went upstairs and cried i idnt know what else to do so i just look out of my bedroom window i saw that mia couldent get her car started she knocked on my door but i wasnt answering that bitch so i just ignored her knocks then she went next door to me and you wouldent guess whos house that was i cried for a while because i missed his soft warm lips touching mine i missed his big warm huge but you wouldent belevie his dumb ass would answer the door for mia i looked in my drive way her ugly ass car was still parked in my drive way and kian came over to his car just like he wouldve done for me well not eny more but yea then he gave her a jump and let me guess just like when you plug a plug into in outlet it worked they sat in the car for a while and talked i could tell they were talking because there lips were moving. even know i didnt know what they were talking about it still hert me to see kian talking to another girl instead of me it feels like a knife is going throgh me like a thosand times then when i look away for one secound they start kissing i was so heart broken i ran to the bathroom while crying and got the razor from my shavor andran back into my room while i was running the razor cut me deeply i thoght it would hert but it didnt but it felt great i pinched my self to make sure this wasnt a dream but it was life i cut my self again and it felt awsome and while i was in the hall cutting myself i got a little bit carried away and when i looked at my arms and i counted the cuts and there was exactly 20 cuts on each arm i ran into my bedroom with dark blood dripping everywhere i looked out the window they were still kissing i looked down at my arms and i smiled because they were so deeply cut i looked back at the window they were still kissing so i grabbed my iphone 5c off my dresser and said to myself iv had anogh of this then i took the picture and it was perfect then i said to myself i know what i can do with this