you don't know what you have untill its gone

short fanfiction

harry styles and louis tomlinson had nothing to hide about there realationship. untill it was determined that if it was public they would loose fans becouse little girls belive they will marry them one day. so harry and louis belived it would be fine there love would still last, louis wss forced to get a fake girlfriend (beard) named elanor and shit just went to hell after that. modest managment declared that louis and harry were no longer even able to be seen next to each other in public , or even stand next to each other during concerts or photo shoots, it was braking louis down but he could handle it mean while harry was slowly dieing from the pain, louis started to slip away from harry and eventualy moved out from there flat and moved in with elanor, harry was broken

harry missed a few rehearsals and was not seen by anyone or herd from and would not pick up his phone so one day at rehearsal louis said to the boys that he would go check up on him, ofcorse louis was just expecting that he was sick, on the drive over louis' feelings and memories were draining back as be came closer and closer to the flat they used to share wich is now harry's. louis steped on the porch knocked and the door wad already slightly opend. louis walkes in takes a deep breath and smiles he forgot how much he loves the smell, he walkes through the flat "harry, its louis I came to check on you" louis stops and looks at the kitchen counter filled with papers and there is a dvd that says "louis watch me" so with little hesitations louis puts the disc in the dvd player and sits on the couch. at first the screen was black but then it turns on it was harry, louis automaticly noticed he was in the bed room that was right up the stairs also a little brown box next to his leg, louis smiles when harry started talking he forgot how gorgeous his voice was, harry started with a small smile while looking at the ground and then the camera "hi louis" his heart flutterd he missed his voice, harry continues " my name is harry just incase you forgot, we havent talked in so long I suppose you forgot about me" but louis didt he just wasnt aloud to talk with him, the little brown box that was next to him he picks up and smiles"this is a box of our memories your probuly forgot about as you did me" but louis didt forget he rememberd everone and harry names then one by one and then setting them on the other side of him,  while watching the video still louis started to get confused while a few tears rolled down l harrys face louis wonderd why, those were all happy memories, and then harry takes out his phone and goes on twitter he this is what you put on twitter louis and then quotes" larry stylinson is bullshit" louis starts crying a little he was made to put that on twitter but harry didt understand that, so one by one again harry picks up the picture  but this time with a picture in one hand and a lighter on the other, " our camping trip was bullshit right?" harry says to the camera, now louis is really crying trying to talk with out gasping he says " no it was all true " after the last picture harry says "and everytime you said you love me it was bullshit, everytime we made love it wad bullshit" louis was speech less he did understand what he put harry through untill right now.the camera turned off and then back on harry was whereing louis' sweat shirt ,harry stairs at the camera and says I love you but I'm Just an inconvenience, me and you are bullshit" louis bearly being able to see through his tears he looks at the tv and harry says"I can't deal witj living like this any more I don't want to be a problum to you anymore goodbye forever boo bear" speaking through his unstedy voice he says I love you louis tomilinson. louis sits on the couch crying thinking where he went wrong then suddenly noticing harry said "goodbye forever" why did he say that? then it hit louis he ran screaming for harry" HARRY! HARRY! WHERE ARE YOU" then running into there old bed room he see's harry laying on the bed louis ran to him jumped on the bed " oh my god harry I love you so much" then noticing no response louis looks and will not belive his love has left, will not belive his love has killed him self, he sits there in self horror and hatred with no hesitation he takes what is left of the pills in the cabnet next to the bed lays next to harry and leaves the world with him holding his had tightly