i had this in my drafts since the day before your birthday and yet my stupid ass forgot to post it the day of your birthday, i must be a crackhead smh. but anyway, i still think it's worth posting (:
(jess + our confused baby, messi, when jess talks to him about not knowing who she loves most— gul or daeng) she picks gul in the end.
HAPPY (BELATED) BIRTHDAY TO MY SOFT AND PURE CHILD, JESS ('∀`) ♡
the first time we met was months before broduce had even started and at the time, you just so happened to stumble upon an old apply fic of mines (back when i was always inspired to write something). i remember you being so thankful because i followed you back but i think that i should be the one being the most thankful one because not once did i think that in the following months id gain someone who i could call my bestfriend. thank you for being that someone, and for being one of my go to people whenever i need some cheering up. most importantly thank you for being that person to reach out to me whenever i felt like shutting myself away from the world, that meant a lot to me, YOU mean a lot to me.
this is the only time we get to be the same age for a few months and may i just say that, during this year of growth, you'll realize a lot of things. you'll feel things different to what you're used to, and that's okay, because what's life without feeling? you'll notice that things aren't always what they seem, and that's okay, because what's life without revelation? you might come to a stump of not knowing what you may want to do in your life, and that's okay, because what's life without tough decisions? you might recognize the fake that you had once believed was real, and that's okay, because what's life without illusion? you might come to a point where you'd rather be someone else than here, and that's okay, because what's life without daydreams? you might even fall in love, and that's okay, because what's life without a little romance? whatever you may go through this year, good or bad, just know that it's okay. it'll be okay. you'll never be alone (:
kim, jules and i are extremely blessed to have such an outgoing and positive human being like you in our lives. your bubbly personality always puts us in a good mood, it makes me feel happy and i hope you know that you have such a bright effect on people— is included (: i hope that as you continue to grow into this radiant and goal oriented women, you'll never forgot who you are and where you come from. never lose that shine because that's what makes you jess, and no one shines like you ♡
happy 16th birthday jess, i hope you know how loved you truly are, especially by us. may there be many more birthdays spent with us aka the jbjk quad squad and that we all continue to prosper alongside eachother. i pray that you are always happy!
p.s no matter how much we tease you, you'll always have our love. you'll always have yonGGUKS LOVE AS WELL OHOHOHHO ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
love always,
your mom bry ♡