Love never fades

[Chapter seven]

Justin's pov:

"Justin, Raegan! Time for school, It's Friday." I hear my mom burst into my room. I groan.

"Ok ok mom." I say. She leaves shutting the door. I rub my eyes and look down once I feel arms around me. Rae has his head on my chest and his arms around my body with a tight grip.

"Rae?" I mess with his hair to try and wake him up. His hair is so soft.

"Raegan we have school." I say. After a few seconds he slowly walked up and adjusts to the light. He gets off of me and we both sit up.

"Shit I'm tired." He says with his deep morning voice. Holy fuck.

"Lets get ready for school." I say standing up.

"Sorry for sleeping on you." He laughs always getting up off my bed.

"It's fine."

[At school]

Raegan and I walk into school together. Since he still had his car at my house, we drove here separately. But at the same time.

"See you in first period, I'm going to go to my locker." He says once I get to my locker.

"Ok." I say and watch him walk away. This is getting hard to hide my feelings.

[Lunch]

Jake and I met before lunch again. We walk into the cafeteria and sit at a table with only a few other kids at it. Jake and I start eating, while talking.

"So what's been up?" He asks.

"Nothing really. I just always have one thing on my mind." I say.

"Him?" He asks. He knows.

"Yup." I sigh. "He slept over last. Like he was in my bed with me shirtless."

"Well that didn't help. Did it?"

"Not one bit." I say pushing my tray away. "I'm not hungry anymore."

Jake gives me that smile like when someone knows what's you are going through but they still want to be nice. I appreciate it. Jake's really sweet.

"Hey." Raegan comes sitting beside me.

"What's up?" I ask.

"You should come sit with me, some football kids, and Brooke." He says. Uh, no.

"Oh I'm good. I'm having fun talking with Jake." I say.

"Come on, he can come too." He says tugging my arm.

"Stop." I pull my arm away from him. "We are fine here. Now, See you later Rae." I kind of snap.

"Why don't you want to?" He asks rubbing my back. My eyes fill with tears and I see Jakes eyes widen as he notices.

"Raegan please, just go away. He doesn't want you here." Jake politly says to Rae.

"Who do you think you are kid? Justin can tell me if he doesn't want me here or not." Raegan snaps at Jake. I look at him now.

"I don't want you here." I say slowly. He looks at me in confusion as he sees the tears in my eyes.

"O-okay." He stutters.

"Come on Justin." Jake comes up standing behind me. I stand up and walk away from Raegan. Jake leads me out of the cafeteria into the hallway and embraces me in a hug. That's when I break down into his arms.

"Justin what's wrong?" He asks me.

"I-its hard J-Jake." I stutter through my tears. "I don't understand why I wanted to start crying in front of him. It's just getting too hard. I don't want to be around him and his girlfriend ever. I wish I didn't like him. I'm in love with him and I can't do anything about it." I say crying. Jake rubs my back slowly trying to sooth me. We both sit against the lockers.