Made

Reasons

" I want more " - Paker

When we were little I would imagine me and my twin sister in a big house with a white picket fence with my mother and my father , as we all know things don't always go as imagined .

Instead my and my sister Piper grew up in the Third Ward, one of the hoodest of hoods with our grandmother.

It wasn't the best place but it was home . Outta my sister and I you think I was the troubled one and she the shy one .

Things always came easy for Piper she was so smart and talented everyone always looked at her . I was different for one my father thought I was going to be a boy so when he found out he was have too girls it was hard for him .

The funny thing is he still made my mother name me after him . He had no shame with it either I was named Parker Hughes jr .

Most children would be mad there other sibling got noticed more but not me I don't care because I knew I would get notice one day .

Our mother died two weeks after our births , she had gotten an infect . Our father took it hard really hard.

My father shot him self a year later, he's note said our mother was he's life so if she was gone what's the point of living .

When are grandmother told us exactly what the note said when we were older , the first thing that came out my sister mouth was "aren't we worth it mama" and she said sometimes that's not even enough .

After that day I felt like noting was enough for me too , I want more out of everything but mostly outta life so if I couldn't have it I would take it .