Drown

Hello person that is reading this :) This is a song fic about my favorite song, Drown by Front Porch Step, so yeah, enjoy ??

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Well I'm so tired of the rain falling softly on the ground,

Just enough to get my feet wet but not enough to let me drown.

Dan used to love the rain. He used to sit outside when it was raining, which made his mother scoff at him. Youre going to get sick if you do that Daniel, was something he was used to hearing. Dan couldnt understand how someone couldnt love the rain. After all, it was just water, it wont kill you. He stood outside for hours at a time just letting the rain wash over him, hearing the pitter patter as the raindrops hit the concrete. Although everyone just told him he was weird, he knew that he had perfectly good reasons for doing what he did. He stood in the rain simply because he wanted to drown in something other than his thoughts.

I've been laying in my bed wishing I had never woken,

Begging god to rid my head of every word you've ever spoken.

Broke my knuckles on the wall because I thought about the call

Where you said you'd always love me, do you not tell the truth at all?

Dan had met Phil towards the end of 2009. What began as friendly conversation, turned into 6 hour skype calls, and Dan could safely say that Phil was his best friend. They had arranged to meet on October 19, 2009. That was one of the best days of Dans life. To see his best friend, right in front of him instead of on a computer screen, was the best feeling in the world. They ended up moving into together in Manchester, and Dan was finally happy. Dan will always remember the night Phil told him he loved him for the first time. In fact, Dan remembered most things about the two years he was with Phil. They were the happiest hes ever been, and Phil had showed him how much there was to live for. Looking back on those memories made Dan even more upset, and he couldnt bring himself to believe that Phil had ever really loved him.

Well if I ever cross your mind, make sure you write down the times

So I will know the moments I was eating you alive.

Now I lay here waiting with the hope that I might find some sleep

I need some sleep tonight,

Cause I've been waiting on your call but I know it will never come

but I'm still waiting by the phone.

It's been two years since they had separated. Everything makes him think of Phil. He can't go out without having a flashback of something they did together. Dan says he doesn't regret those two years, and that they were the best of his life. Although now, all he does is sit by the phone and wait for a call he knows will never come.