Drunk In Love - A Phan Drabble

My legs wobble as I trip over my feet trying to walk to mine and Phil's apartment. I knew I shouldn't have gone to the bar with Pj and Chris, but it was Pj's birthday, so I needed to go. Now i'm drunk and trying to stumble home without falling and hitting my head. I feel so lightheaded and dizzy, and it is amazing.

I see my apartment building in the distance and speed up the pace when I think of who is waiting for me there. I haven't seen Phil since about 8 tonight. Its only been four hours, but even an hour feels like forever when I'm away from him.

Smiling, I walk into the front door of my building. When I get in the elevator I push the button to get to the floor Phil and I live on. The shitty elevator music made me roll my eyes and tap my foot with anticipation.

When the elevator door opens I stumble out and giggle at the fact that i can't even walk straight. I knock on the door, too lazy and uncordinated to get the keys. I hear shuffling and then smile a weird smile and bite my lip.

"Dan? Are you drunk?" Phil laughs a little and moves out of the way so i can get through the door. "Maybe." I suddenly loose my balance and go tumbling into the wall laughing uncontrollably. "Phil. Phil did you-" I laugh somemore before slurring out the second part. "Did you see that?"

I feel Phil wrap his arms around me to hold me up properly, and I lean back into his arms. "Mmm. I missed you, Phil." I hear Phil laugh and pull me closer to him. "Dan its only been four hours."
I do a pouty face and turn around so that i'm facing him. "It feels like so much longer though." I lay my head on his shoulder and kiss his neck before slurring out another sentence to him. "I really missed you..."

"How about we go sit on the couch, Dan." Phil grabs my arm with a light but firm grip to make sure I don't fall. He leads me to the couch and then sits beside me. "Would you like anything?" I look at him and smirk. "I have a few ideas." Phil give a hesitant look, but I decided to go ahead and kiss him. My lips pressed against his; he didn't kiss back at first but he soon did and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"I love you, Phil." I climb into his lap and straddle him.
"I love you, Dan" Phil pulls me closer and deepens the kiss. I feel my stomach clench in excitement and I slip my tongue into Phil's mouth and hear him moan a little as he reaches to pull of my shirt.

Phil lays me down on my back and kisses my shoulder and neck. "Phil.." I moan and start to unbutton his shirt. He kisses up my neck to my lips and kisses me passionately before biting my lip softly. I pull his shirt off and run my hands down his chest. Looking into his eyes, I bite my lip and pull his face back down to mine and kiss him again. I go to unbutton Phil's pants until I feel his hands on mine and a frown is on his face.

"You're drunk, Dan." Phil takes my hand that was on his pants and holds it.
"I-i'm sorry.." I look down disippointed that he said no. "I would any time. But I want to do it when you're mind is clear. When you know exactly what you're doing. I don't want you to have to regret anything." Phil looks worried as to how I'll react, but I just feel happy. I'm glad he won't let me make decisions when my head isn't clear.

I smile and Phil and then kiss him before getting to where we could both lay side by side on the couch. "Lets watch the telly, Phil." Phil smiles and snuggles behind me.

"I love you, Dan"
"I love you, Phil."