👼MY GUARDIAN ANGEL👼

'Brother & Love'

It took three months for the divorce hearing to be completed, and during that time my father got extremely abusive to me and even put me in the hospital once, but my mom wasn't home and he said I fell down the basement stairs, but as soon as Crisstopher saw me he knew the truth, but I begged him not to say anything, or else my father's wrath on me would be worse. Crisstopher stayed with me the entire time I was in the hospital with a broken leg and fractured wrist. I couldn't wait to see my no account father leave for the last time, knowing that he was never coming back again, but since I was still in my cast and my mom had to work, Crisstopher would come over to the house, and put me in the wheelchair and wheeled me to his house where he and his family/my second family would take care of me, I loved them all so much.

I didn't know what Crisstopher was really up to, and by the time I did find out that he set up a surprise 13th birthday party, even though both my family and his family was poor, they were rich in many other ways by being a close-knit family full of love that it made me feel rich for the first time in my life. Mama D made me a beautiful birthday cake, Costa made me a beautiful necklace with matching bracelet, JD got me a pair of cowgirl boots because he knew I always wanted a pair. Papa J pulled me up in his lap and slowly pulled out a box and handed it to me when I opened it and looked inside the box, I saw the most beautiful little China doll I ever saw! It must have cost a fortune because it wasn't a cheap replica it was the real deal. 

I wrapped my arms around his neck as I thanked him with a kiss, then I ran to Mama D, and thanked her because I knew it was from her too, after having cake and ice cream I thanked them all as I told them that it was the best birthday I ever had, and I loved them very much. Crisstopher walked over to me and slowly sat Gizmo on my shoulder and said he didn't have any money to get me anything, so he was going to give me Gizmo knowing how much I loved him. I couldn't hold it in any longer, I jumped in Crisstopher's arms as we both landed on the living room floor and I covered him in kisses as Gizmo kept making perverted whistling sounds on my shoulder. 

But the fun wasn't meant to last forever, because my mom came over and told me it was time to come home, so she could spend time with me on my birthday, and that my grandma would be over soon, I didn't bother showing mom all my presents from my second family, all I showed her was Gizmo and that was just to make sure it was alright for me to take him home with me. I loved Crisstopher's family so much, but I had the closest to Papa J and Crisstopher more than the others. I didn't have much of a celebration at home because after my mom paid all the bills she was broke, so all I got from her was a birthday card and some clothes for school. When Grandma finally showed up, all I got from her was a hug, kiss, and $20.00.

That night was very special to me though, because I had my Lucy Doll in my arms and Gizmo perched up on my headboard clicking his goodnight to me, I gently rubbed his head still not fully believing that Crisstopher actually gave him to me, he was truly the best friend and brother I ever had, and at that moment I knew we would always be inseparable friends...and we were all thru high school, we were always together, it was almost impossible for our mothers to separate us. Crisstopher was always there to protect me from the bullies that were in my class, one time one of the mean boys in my class hit me in the face with his basketball on purpose, and Crisstopher saw it from across the gymnasium, and he came unglued and attacked him and the boy went to the school infirmary, and Crisstopher got expelled, but he gave me a hug and kiss and said he would do it all over again for me. But I went into my own rebelling and refused to go back to school until Crisstopher was allowed, three days later, we were both back in school.

Years flew by and we grew up together with his older buddy Stoney never leaving our side, we went to Coney island every weekend just to have fun without having to use money and we created our own music band with Crisstopher on the drums, Stoney on the guitar, and me on the keyboards, I didn't think we were too bad, but it was just for fun. When Crisstopher turned 17 and after he got out of the hospital from having a bout of pneumonia, thats when I kissed him for the first time and began to have new and strong feelings for him, I never thought for a minute that he felt the same way for me because I figured he thought of me as just a lil sister. 

Just when I thought my life couldn't get any better, it took a crashing free fall into the pavement, my mom lost her job and we couldn't make the payments on the house, so we had to move away, no matter how much I revolted and said I wanted to stay there with Crisstopher and his family...she just wasn't going to allow that, but to make one final rebellious move I went over to Crisstopher's house on my last night in New York, and I asked him for a very special gift to remember him by...and he did, he showed me the true meaning of love, and I gave him the one thing I could give to no other, I gave my best friend and only love my virginity and told him I would never love anyone else.