9:23 || Lai Guanlin

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While I was on class, sitting, thinking ( wow for the first time I used my mind ) of that girl... Idk why am I thinking about her, I should just forget about Ong and find another man to like and idek why is it so hard, we aren't even close, maybe 7 years of liking him, actually loving him, is really hard to moved on from. Suddenly while I was daydreaming Ong talked to me, "Hi seatmate, I've never thought you're Seonho's twin." "yea, sometimes I forgot that he's my twin. I'm Soojin btw." I said and we talked and talked and he asked "do you really not know me? I know Seonho is from my elementary school before and I think his twin sister went there too."
"Maybe I just forgot. You know, it's been years, I met another people + the stress I got from this horrible school, haha." I replied and the school bell rang which means lunchtime.

I told my bestfriend about my convo with Ong and I also told her about him getting a girlfriend. She was surprised but I told her I already like someone, "Just like that?" She said "oh shut it Yoo Soojin, I know you, you wouldn't move on just like that." She added, I just didn't say anything because idk what to reply.

School ended and as planned Sooyoon and I went shopping and for that moment I forgot all about Ong and I enjoyed it. We bought matching clothes, ate ice cream, and stuffs to relax about all the stress we got from school this week. After that I went home and I asked my dad to make his driver fetch me because I'm too tired to take the bus, am I the only one who gets really tired after hanging out with a friend?
I stopped by the playground, actually it was really near our home it was only 4 houses after ours and it's beside Guanlin's house so I'm safe if someone tried to murdered me. I went to the swing, it's my favorite thing. It's like life, you get ups and downs but the only thing that matters is that you enjoy it. I didn't really do much, aside from swinging, I just wanted to be alone to think and write on my diary, I didn't realized it was already 9:23 PM so that the last thing I wrote was " I wish I had someone to comfort me everytime I get sad. " On my way back home, I felt a little uncomfortable, it's like someone is following me but I just walked faster and tried to calm the heck out of me but shoot that someone held my wrist and I turn around and it was that stupid guy, Guanlin. "Wtf man I thought someone was trying to kidnap me." I yelled infront of his face "Wow, you actually thought someone will kidnap your ugly ass?" He replied, I just ignored him and walk but he held my wrist again. "WHAT DO YOU WANT?" I screamed, "nothing, I saw you outside my window, you're on the swing and you seemed like you're going through something, I'm gonna act like your friend for a sec..." he cleared his throat and continued "If you have any problems, I might help and I'm gonna listen to it and I promise I won't tell anyone." I just nodded and went back home.

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