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Crushmate <3 02

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~Chap 2~

= Jill's Pov = (perstaym) 

-Narrating about self-esteem of Sha-

"Hey! did u hear what i say? Something's wrong? Ui! ano may problema ba? Best! say something!"

Aist. Alam mo yung feeling na kanina pa ako dito daldal ng daldal pero mukha ka nang baliw dahil may kausap kang tulaley, at konti na lang may mga basang tubig na babagsak sa kanyang mga mata! I know her very well, kapag napansin mong di yan madaldal, makulet, malambing, sweet, at masaya, ibig sabihin lang nun. she has a problem. alangan naman na selos yun! malabong mangyari yun tol' kahit hindi pa nag boboyfriend yan ganyan na yan. Sensitive girl. and NBSB for her whole existence, like me. same old, same old.

Ayy! wait. 

Di pa pala ako nagpapakilala, *fake cough* Ako nga pala si Jillian Clarisse Alcantara De guzman. Oha! haba lang ng name ko noh! and truth is truth, cousin ko si sha' ..... Cousin na, Bestfriend pa D'ba! were' like sisters na rin. Si sharina ay isang batang malambing na may pagkamakulet, sweet as candy at pinakamasayahin. Magtataka ka talaga  kapag walang ganung klaseng sharina ang makakasama mo dahil may times na may problem siya kaya siya ganun. Behind those smiles, and laughter, is the sensitive part of her. Kaya nga hindi ko yan iniiwan eh, lalo nang inaaway dahil ayoko siyang nasasaktan! And i hate it when she cries!

She cries silently, not hearing her sobs, alam kong may dinaramdam yan kapag tahimik na yan, and makikita mo yun sa kanyang mga mata, her eyes is like a star that keeps on shining, smiling playfully, it will fade by the sadness of her eyes, and there you could psychologically say that.

In short, she's Sensitive. i know right, i pity her because of that... wala pa yang bf, pero nasasaktan na siya pero i know na kahit a anong dahilan man yan ng pagkalungkot niya, shes still in a state of sensitivity. Aish basta baka mamaya niloloko lang ako netong best ko! OA na ata siya! nakuwento ko tuloy buhay niya.... it's part i guess.

"Jill?! why? Bakit ganun, kanina ang saya ko nung nakita ko siya, (*fake laugh*) and ang saya din niya, kasi he's with a girl, *sob* a cute and charming one. And i realize that there's something inside me saying' sapakin ko na siya o sabunutan'. pero anu nga bang karapatan ko dba? Di niya naman ako girlfriend at lalo na hindi kami close, ayaw ko namang isipin niyang feeling close ako o isa sa mga obsessed fans niya! *sighs* nakakainis nga beh ee, sumasakit ung dibdib ko parang ewan ko ba, seeing him w/ other girl with his smiles, argh. nakakainis. siguro kailangan ko na ulet bumalik sa doctor ko at magpa check, baka bumalik na namn kasi yung sakit ko eh! Crush na yan oh."

and that makes me stop from my thoughts. Akala ko kung anu na nangyare, yun pala si crush lang! tsk. OA na talaga ni best.  a sensitive one! Thats why i dont like guys for her, kahit crush ayoko siya na magkaroon, it will just affect her health! God! Hard-headed one.  Heart complication? yeah meron siya nun, since nung baby palng siya, but agad din naman siyang nagamot. And it was the last time she had it. minsan dumadaing siya. but nag tetake naman siya ng medicines niya! her life ! its so complicated.  And that freaking crush of her! wtf! pati ako na-iistress!