Change of feelings
Jack's p.o.v.
"What a lie." " Not mad at any of us, hu?" "Then what about me, hu. I'm I just a shadow?" I snickered as I watched them form on top of a cargo box. I stood up and jumped down from the box and walked away from the site. " Come on Ralph, lets go tell the others!" I turned around in curiosity. To see Sam and Eric pulling Ralph away to go find the others as the crew member waved them goodbye. "Childish" I said with no emotion as I turned back around and left the scene.
Later that day
It was dark as I stood upon one of the unused watch towers. It was quite high but not as high as the cilf from the island .....where Piggy had.....and where Simons.... . I suddenly felt sick to my stomach and my head clouded with memories from the island. My body was filled with regret from the memories of what I did on that island, with memories of things I cannot undo. I'm still trying to wrap my head around everything, even though I caused such events to happen. That's right I caused this, I caused all of their deaths. I mean I got everybody involved in Simon's death, I even got Ralph involved! "Ralph.... the perfect image of school boy, who could possibly do no wrong." "He was tall, had golden blonde hair, perfect blue bell eyes, handsome." Wait what?! "WHY ON EARTH I'M I THINKING OF HIM?!?!" I shouted as I shook my head in distress. A sudden flash of light came upon my face and a voice from down below shouted " what are you doing up the kid it's almost lights out!" After my eyes had adjusted to the sudden flash of light I had move my hands away from my face. The person below had tilted the flashlight slightly towards their face casting a shadowy light revealing his face.
Surprising enough it was the crew member that was talking to Ralph earlier today. "Well are you going to come down?" he said as he looked at me curiously. "Oh yeah sorry." I replied as I jump down from the watchtower on to the cargo boxes. I jump down to the final box and Landed in front of him. "Lights go out at 8:30 and it's already 8:28!" " Sorry sir, I lost track of time." I replied. "It's fine, just don't let it happen again, ok." He said with a calm voice. " yes sir." I replied as I stated run towards my room. As I was halfway there I stop take a breath until he came to mind. He had been clouding my mind all day I didn't understand why, just earlier today I was absolutely irritated about him and now I cannot get him out of mind. I shook my head in distress and started to continue walking towards my room as I got to the door and reached for the handle I had just remembered. "We share the same room." I had just remember they put us together because we were the oldest. What am I worried about we've been roommates together for at least one month now and we haven't even spoken to each other, we practically don't exist to each other. I took a deep breath as I open the door and slowly walked in the room. The room was small and had two bunk beds at each end of the room, in the middle is a little nightstand and at the end of each bunkbed were Chess containing nothing but two sets of clothes one for sleeping and the other to wear when our clothes that they gave us when we first got on the ship are being washed. To my surprise Ralph was standing in the middle of the room with his arms crossed and looking straight at me his face was cold and was slightly scary. What took me more by surprise was the fact that he had spoken. "Your late." he said with a cold tone. I looked over to clock on the night stand, it read 8:32. "I'm two minutes late, so what?" "What are you mother?" I said as looked away from him. I couldn't stand to see him know , not with the fact that he's been clouding thoughts all day. ~sigh~ "I can't do lights out unless we're both here." he said with an icy tone."Oh, being a good boy now and following the rules?" I snickered. "Remember your not all innocent now"I said while I gave a dead stare. What am I doing, this is the first time he's spoken to me since we got on the ship and I'm bickering with him already. "Now don't tell me you've already forgotten about Simo-" "DON'T YOU DARE FINISH THAT SENTENCE!!!!" The set an uproar from Ralphs voice sent a shiver up my spine I've never seen him yelling like this before. He lowered his head and turned to his side, his body was quivering and he clenched his fists. It was quite an alarming site to see, to see him so scared. I reach my hand out to him as I spoke. "Ralph I'm sorry." Ralph had suddenly slapped my hand away and shouted "Don't you dare touch me!!" I was shocked by Ralph's sudden movements and I stumble back slightly. Ralph let out a long sigh and replied, "Whatever I'm going to bed, it's late and I don't have the energy to fight with you all night." He had jumped into his bed and covered his whole body with the blanket and from under the sheets he spoke with an icy tone, "Turn off the lights when your done." I had gotten dressed in my night cloths and turned off the lights. As i got into bed i finally decided to break the silent and spoke, "R..r....Ralph." "Shut it you!" "But ..I.." "What part of shut it do you not get!!" he exclaimed in a irritated voice. His body still lifeless under and nothing but silence between us. I covered myself and turned around to face the wall ,I stared at it blankly until i felt myself drift into a sleep.
Ralph's p.o.v.
~Later that night~
*Loud snoring noises* "Could he get any more annoying?" *loud snoring noises* "Jack turn to your other side." "jack?" ~sssighhh ~ I got up from my bed and went to turn him over . "~Finally~" As I turned around to go back to bed, I suddenly felt a hand grab my wrist. Jack lad there in a deep sleep as held onto my wrist. "J..Jack what are you d...doing?" Jack had suddenly pulled me into his bed and wrapped me in his arms. All I could hear was him talking in his sleep.
Jack's Dream
"Ralph please listen to me." "Please , I'm telling the truth!" "Ralph I'm only telling you this because I really like y-"Back to reality
Jack's p.o.v.
I had woken up suddenly to Ralph pinching my arm. "OOOWWW!!!!!" "WHAT THE HELL RALPH" "AND WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING IN MY BED!!!!!!" I had pushed Ralph out of my bed and looked at him as if were crazy. " What are you yelling at me for ,your the one who pulled me into your bed." "And to answer your second question, I had came over here to turn you over because you were snoring, and then all of a sudden you pulled me your bed." "Well that gives you no right to just pinch me." I said while rubbing my arm from where he had pinched me." "You started talking your sleep and became annoying." he said as stood up from the ground. "STILL!!!" "You know what nevermind, did I say anything interesting in my sleep?" I said while stretching. I was still sitting on my and Ralph stood in front of me. He turned his head to the side and respond "You kept telling that me that you were sorry." "Wait you heard all of that!!!" My face had turned a small bright red. "I'm not sure what more you said ok, all i heard was you say sorry." "Well about that...." "Jack it's ok you don't have to tell me."Ralph had started to go back to his bed until my mouth and body had moved on its own. "Wait..Ralph...hold on!" I had extend my arm out and grabbed Ralphs hand without even thinking with sudden the movement of my body, I had tripped over the blanket and off my bed. We had fell on top of each other and with a loud *thud* to the ground, I had groaned in pain. As I use my arms to lift myself up for support I had looked down at Ralph and we stared blankly at each other as we saw awkward position we were put in. A long pause of awkward silence flood between us until finally Ralph spoke. "Umm...Jack could you kindly get off of me please?" He said as he groaned in pain. As Ralph tried to get up, my body had moved on it's on again and I had pinned his arms and legs to the ground and my mouth had spoken words without a minds thought. "Your not going anywhere, until you listen to me." "Jack, I'm doing this right now, get off of me!" He struggle to get up but it was no use, I was much more stronger. "Please Ralph, just listen to my for one moment." "And why should I !?" "B..because I'm SORRY!...ok. I'm.... sorry for everything....that I did." Ralph continued to struggle but eventually gave up and lad there looking at. A long silent moment had passed between us. "And why should I believe you?" He said in a cold and irritated voice. I took a deep breath in and collected my thoughts. It's now or never Jack, after this there is no going back. "I regret it ok, I regret everything that I did on that island!" "My whole mind, body, and soul are filled with regret and memories, memories of things that I cannot forget nor undo." " On that island I was not myself and now that I'm on this ship, I see the wrongs I have commited. "Ralph I—!" A water drop had landed on Ralph's face slid off his cheek. He eyes widened slightly and at that moment we had both realized I was crying. It wasn't a sod , there were tears running down my face. I had let go of Ralph and we both sat on the floor leaded against the bed. Ralph had let out a long sigh and with one of his arms he had pushed back his hair. "Jack.....I will accept your apolo—." "Really, yul-?" "Let me finish first, please." "S....sorry." ~sigh~ "As I was saying, I will accept your apology, but I will not forgive you." "But why?!" "Jack I understand that your truly sorry but I can't forgive you completely right now." "Then let me make it up to." I reached out my hand to Ralph and he did the same to me and we shock each others hand."
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(Ralph x Jack) ALL IN THE END
Любовные романыRead this story in English class, so for the final project I decided to make a sequel to the story and best part I was allowed to do whatever I wanted in the story as I kept it PG and realistic. Hope you love my first gay story