I'm just tired.
I don't have any motivation to get up in the morning.
I say no to hanging out with friends just because.
I yell at people who don't deserve it.
I get upset over the stupidest things.
I cry much too often.
I'm too irritable and snap at people too much.
Most of the time I don't understand the things I do, or why i do them in the first place.
Depression isn't just something that goes away overnight.
It's an illness.
So mom, dad, siblings, friends...
I'm sorry.
I hope you can understand why I'm quiet at dinner.
Why I never sit with you guys.
Why I move away from everyone and just use my phone.
Why I don't like doing family activities.
I'm sorry to the friends that don't understand.
I wish I can let you inside my head.
Because I feel you all see me as an overdramatic bitch.
I'm just too sensitive.
I can't help it.
I don't want to be this way anymore.
It hurts.
I hope you can understand.
