Unexpected Love (Jade and Niall Fanfic)

"I'm sorry Jade, I'm just not interested in you anymore, we should go our separate ways."

This is the text I received this morning from Sam and to be truly honest with you I don't think I will ever feel anything anymore.

It's like I'm paralyzed. I don't feel anything now, but I know I will soon.

I texted the first person that came into my mind, Perrie. I don't really know why she was the first, but she just was.

Her soothing comforting voice is really what I needed right now.

I pressed her contact with my clamy hands stained with mascara marks.

why me?

"Hello?" Her raspy morning voice clouded the speakers.

"Perrie I--I."

is all I could say until I burst into a mess of tears and sobs.

An explosion of despair.

"Baby, Jade what happened? Tell me now." Perrie whispered on the other end, her voice shaky.

"Sam *gasp* broke up with me." I sobbed. I must've sounded like such an idot.

I sobbed over the phone for about 30 min while perrie tried to comfort me.

"Shhhh jade it's going to be ok, alright pet?" Perrie said to me

full and utter lies.

I don't even understand exactly why Sam would break up with me. I thought we were so in love? Or was it all fake? Everything we had been through together apparently didn't matter to him at all.

I swear to god this only happens to me.

"I'll be there in 5 minutes ok baba?" Perrie says.

"Ok." I sniffle as she hangs up the phone.

And here I am now, sprawled on my bed at 10 AM feeling like complete crap waking up to what I thought was going to be a decent day, but it obviously has took a turn for the worst.

why me?