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You're the reason why

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Angst

Out of all arguments you and Jiyong ever had, you never thought it will end up this way.

The two of you had been in a relationship for about a year now, and everything was absolute fine.

You've argued about how he cuts up the daily routine you two have, which is calling each other before sleeping. Well, your in (Your Country) and he's in Korea. So as a normal couple would be, you two always talk about how your days went.

It was very unreasonable on how he texted you "Hey, I think we should stop calling late at each other for I have a very busy schedule. Be safe."

Is everything okay?

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"Jiyong, I just wanted to know why. Please, tell me! What's going on?"

You heard his deep breaths like he's preventing on saying something he'll regret later.

"I'm busy, (Y/N)." Was the timid reply of his.

Yes, he sounded very tired but before he never let his tiredness get in between on the both of you. He was never like this. You always felt that your his priority - before.

"First, you didn't came to our anniversary. You deleted all your posts about me, you ignored some of my calls and you didn't reply to most of my texts. Have I done something to make you mad? Have I said something to be like this towards me? I can't feel anything but curiosity only. I'm curious on why my boyfriend are being so cold! You've changed, Jiyong." and you hung up the phone.

He didn't even tried comforting you by texting you nor calling you.

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Your morning was not good, for your eyes are puffy and your nose is red from crying for hours.

You got to the kitchen, grab something to eat and drank some medicine. Your plan, was to watch tv all day. Until he apologizes. Will he?

"BigBang's G-Dragon and Jooyeon 'dating' after being pictured on holiday together."

Your hands went cold, your eyes stringed and your heart skipped.

Was this the reason?

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You instantly brought flight tickets to korea, after you have read the news. You checked your phone, and hundreds of messages from Bigbang members are coming.

"Are they trying to apologize?"  You shakily thought and the heaviness on your heart increases.

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You finally landed and you hailed a cab directing to the YG Entertainment building. You took a deep breath, telling yourself to be ready in anything, anytime.

You noticed the boy's car is here, so they're here.

He's here. You'll see him again.

When you reached the 4th floor, you instantly hear a loud shouting voice of the other than the YG's greatest terror.

"Are you trying to kill your career Jiyong!? First, I agreed for you to be with your girlfriend publicly then you'll take me for granted and will be a manwhore? Are you insane!? How about (Y/N)!? Ar--."

You cut off everything when you opened the door looking down. You felt the intense emotions inside, it made you puke mentally.

You bowed, giving respect. You wanted this moment.

"I'll speak to Jiyong."

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"What's on your mind, Kwon Jiyong?"
You said once the privacy was given to the both of you, to talk.

He stared.

"What's your problem, huh? Why are you like this? Where's is the boy I knew before? How could you do this? How could you hurt me!?"  You shouted, letting all your anger out.

"I'm tired (Y/N). I'm fucking tired. I want to leave, to be gone. I can't go to you, you won't go to me. You're busy whenever I can text you, and I'm so much damn busy when your free! I don't know, I exploded! So I wanted to a stress free sweet escape thinking that girl was actually you!"

You laughed, hurting.

"You miss me, so you went on a date on another girl? How insane is that? It's crazy! Stress free? Are this stress free? Are you a child? You basically cheated, and you're not even sorry!" Tears came down, and you can't control it. You hate it.

"I'm sorry, (Y/N)." He said, regretful. Too late.

"How could a someone honest to you deserve this? How could someone who's suffering without complaints be hurt? You're not the only one whose having problems. They are within our life! But you make mistakes because you want to!"

He fell into his knees, sobbing.

"(Y/N), I'm sorry. Please give me another chance. I'll make everything right. I'll do anything. I, I, I'll quit. Let's get married. Please, don't leave me."

Surprised, you quickly composed yourself.

"No." This was the moment you felt that you were so much braver than before. It was the first time you actually stood for yourself.

He sobbed harder, hugged your knees once he felt your feet moving. You're done, so you want to leave. Away from him. Away from everything.

"It's a mistake, everybody makes mistakes." Jiyong said trying to convince you.

"Cheating is not a mistake, it is a choice."  You said, holding in your tears. You can do this.

"Why (Y/N)?"

"You and your choices is the reason why I'm saying no. You and your selfishness is the reason why I'm leaving. You're the reason why." You took a deep breath and left him - and your heart too.

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You left the YG Entertainment with a heavy heart. You know will go back to your country and will focus on your studies. You hated him to see cry but he's wrong. You love him but he broke the trust. He needs to see the point. 

You took a deep breath and prayed this decision is right.

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